denial.
guilty pleasuresWhatever happens in Japan stays in Japan, or so Jiyong hoped.
But whatever doesn't seem to include the confusing feelings he has now for Seungri. Ever since that night, Jiyong has avoided the maknae consciously or unconsciously, spending more time with the other members or his friends.
He knew his actions would end up hurting both of them, but he didn't know what else to do. And so he dragged on, hoping the emotions would fade away with time, but they don't.
He couldn't control himself at times, when Seungri said something really stupid, or when Seungri looked over to him with sparkling eyes, or when they accidentally touched each other. The smiles spread across his face and something close to electricity jolt him awake, and he indulged himself for maybe just five seconds, before he mentally kicked himself to stop falling in love with your maknae.
He knew Seungri knew something is up, but he wasn't ready yet. Not ready to be totally honest with himself, let alone another.
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the next chapter will be the last one! :) thanks everyone who has read this story~ will update within this week~
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