Jiyong finds that Seungri is his guilty pleasure.

He doesn't understand how, why, or even WHAT, is happening between him and his maknae, but whatever is happening is making him feel fantastic at one moment, and then totally confused later.

It is 3am and he swivels around on his chair in the recording studio alone. It is the day he decided, he had to clear through this mess in his head no matter what. 

Because it is just so terrible and agonizing to have guilty pleasures. The push and pull of emotions and logic has taken a toll on him, and he is sure he will go crazy soon if he doesn't figure out this, this relationship that he has with Lee Seunghyun.

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