Leeteuk stared deeply through the called voices, sighed hard because he anticipated this man will meet him soon as possible. Looking where is his boyfriend? even they aren’t official yet. How can he forget the night his boyfriend called him to pick up far from Seoul, and cried over night. But as good brother, he convinced the black hair.

“Ahh… Donghae-sshi, what can I do for you?” He just pretending to start the conversation.

“Just drop the –sshi, we know each other already.” Donghae mumble. “By any chance, Do you know where’s Eunhyuk? I can’t find him for past two weeks, he had moved from his apartment and resigned from the jobs. Just maybe you know where’s he living now.”

“Ahh…” Leeteuk shook half his head, removed his bangs. “I don’t know for sure if I’m the right person to tell you, but he still lived here in Seoul. So you don’t need to worry about that.”

“What do you mean? Of course I’m worried about him. Why he moved without telling me? Resigned for all of his job and also his class in campus, just lost that everyone doesn’t known about it. Include me.”

“I’m sorry Donghae, like I said before I don’t think I’m not the right person to tell you.” He repeated once again. “the only right person to tell is Eunhyuk himself.”

“Why? What happened to him? Why he should be like this to me? I love him for sure, then why he decided to leave me?”

Leeteuk felt pitied with Donghae, of course you can’t just stay while your lover is lost without any contact. This feeling makes Leeteuk guilty even more.

“Donghae.” Leeteuk tried to stare his eyes. “He has own reason why he left you, but believe me he didn’t hate you.” He ressured him.

Donghae clenched his hand while, keep stared nowhere. “I will tell you something, I made mistakes to him in the past, he left to America, I’m depressed and regret haunting me. Since I met him again, I promise to my self, I would not hurt him anymore and gonna protect him for any harm. But why? Why he decide to leave me again if he didn’t hate me? He used the excuse about my fault. I loved him very much, nobody can make me feel special except him.” Donghae felt like he wants to burst a tears, but he just keep it in his eye bag. “I’m willing to give him anything, anything in my life include my soul as long he will stay by my side.” Donghae bent down his head to facing the table.

Leeteuk listened very well with full of concern, he patted Donghae back to calm him. Leeteuk lettin’ his soft groaned. He was heard this story with Eunhyuk version, but he just knew now from Donghae perspective. This boy is really something.

“You’re feeling touch me, Donghae.” Leeteuk said. “I will tell and talk to him later if we meet, I wish can help both of you.”

Donghae lifted his head. “Just tell him, I love him. If he won’t to meet me, I will accept his decision.” Donghae stand up from his seat.  “Thank you Leeteuk hyung.” Then he left the club

And Leeteuk just exhale his breath.

*

Eunhyuk never feel better than this, family who really care about him, spending his time in house not trying to getting anywhere. He also got treatment in his special room, there’s a blood dialysis machine that his father bought from hospital which nearly bankrupt, although the second hand but it still good and the price is affordable. He got the blood dialysis for everyday. But still he need help to put on the hose into his body, Victoria always helped him. She’s former nurse that’s why she understand about those things.

Victoria treated Eunhyuk so well, she doesn’t let Eunhyuk tardy for eat and also pay attention for Eunhyuk food nutrient and diet for his illness, Victoria really care about him. What an interesting, they only had 10 years but Eunhyuk called her as mother.

7 months after Eunhyuk parents divorced, his father married with Victo