Chapter 29- Determined
Can I Be The One ? (going to revise on WATTPAD)I was going to update 2 chapters but I thought... I should give you some thrill whahaa… anyway, I hope you all like this!! Feel free to comment, subscribe and vote!
-ketop 4
Ji hye's pov
"I hope so" I said I start to cry.
“Cry it all dongsaeng, oppa is here to listen" he said while rubbing my back.
"I hate *sobs* myself *sobs* I felt guilty every time *sobs* he feel that he loves me *sobs while me can't *sobs * love him*sobs* back.” I said between my sobs.
Ji yong oppa just caressed my hair. “Because of this stupid love, also my friends, you, unnie are suffering!!! You all suffered because of me!! And all I can do is just used someone to forget him... I’m such a user and bad right oppa...I’m right oppa?" I said between my sobs
I looked at him... Looking at me with a care and also worried. I also saw tears that formed in his eyes. I know it's hard on my oppa; he is in the middle of me and the girl he loves who is noona of the man the reason of my tears...
"Do I expect more oppa? Do I? Do I expect he can notice and fall for me? “I ask...
"Dongsaeng...” he said and looks at me
"I miss the old me... I heard some of our schoolmates miss the old me too...” I sigh.
“I am such a weak" I said
“You’re not weak my dongsaeng. I didn't saw you cried on the situation you encounter even you get bullied when we are young. You still can smile. I know you can pass it all. And about on min ho, I already told you, from the first place I told you, this will not help. Nae?"" he paused
He's right he is not agreed to make min ho to be my suitor just to forget Seung hyun
"You're right oppa"
“Look. It should to help you but it added to your problems, because you used someone"
“How can I solve it oppa?" He smiled and ruffled my hair
“you’re the only one can answer your answer kwon ji hye" he said I look at him and smiled.
"Thanks oppa you’re the best!" I said and hug him and laid my head on his chest
“I told you, everything will be fine" he said.
After that he said that I should take a rest. I go on my room and lay on my bed. I stare blankly on the ceiling. "I think this is the best I can do for now" I said then I fell asleep.
JI yong's pov
After the heart-to-heart talk with my dongsaeng, I told her to take some rest. She goes on her room and takes some rest. I peek on her room seeing her sleeping peacefully know she is the only who can solved this problem and I know she knows it already. I smiled and tuck her in her blanket then I leave her room.
Then suddenly, my phone rang.
I look on the caller id and sigh. Should I answer it? Taking 3 rings I decided to answer it.
"Yeboseyo?” I answered.
"Hyung can we talk" said on the other line. I sigh knowing who called me. Thinking whether I accept or talk to him.
“Please hyung, if you allow me to talk to you, I will never talk to you anymore, I will keep distance on both of you" he stated.
I think I should allow him to talk; maybe it can help on both of them.
"Fine. Where we going to meet?" I ask.
"In the playground, the place we start to know each other. Tomorrow after our class" he said and he hung up.
I go to my room and sat on my bed. I saw the picture of me, dara, ji hye and top. I get it and look our faces. we are all happy, me and top patting each other's shoulder while ji hye and dara are sitting in front of us, ji hye is wrapping her arms on dara and laid her head on dara's shoulders while dara is smiling sweetly and m
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