“Chincha?! Really?!”.........................”YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” she dashes towards them all tears in her eyes.

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Dongwoo Pov 

The bell rings; signalling that it's time to go back on air. My heart won’t stop beating it feels as if it has just ran a marathon, the constant throbbing of my heart against my chest relieves a somewhat hurtful but bearable, liveable pain which I frankly would not give up on. There is something about this throbbing pain that just makes me feel as if I am alive; but why do I feel like puking? What am I so nervous about? What exactly is wrong with me?

Is it because we are showing (to the world) the couple pairings, will the fans of INFINITE (yes us Inspirits) actually like the idea of me being with Howon? Will being paired up with Hoya be the right thing to do? Am I not good enough for Hoya? Because I certainly don’t think I am...

Being Hoya’s Fiancé is a wonderful thing, but I’m not worthy of it, I can’t sing like Sunggyu, I can’t make people hearts move like Sunggyu can when he sings like when he sang Because (my favourite solo song EVER), neither can I express my feelings in a song like Woohyun (he’s just so amazing when he’s singing). I’m terrible in dance, (yes, yes I am, well I think I am) when dancing next to Howon, I am nothing. He’s magnificent while I am just there. I will never be as good as Myungsoo or Sungyeol in acting and MC-ing is just not worth explaining as it is highly dominated by Sungjong so what exactly am I? There’s no reason as to why Hoya should be with me, he deserves better however him fighting even just slightly against Sungjong as to who is who’s made me feel special. *blushes*

Now standing in the cosy dim lit room, standing on my right, the courageous leader while on my left is the perfect creature that I believe has ever walked amongst us, yes I am talking about Howon. Whenever he is next to me I feel at ease but as soon as he disappears, I feel lonely again. Hoya staring straight into my eyes and right into my soul is one thing that I look forward to and dread. He makes my insides turn all funny! He makes me blush for no apparent reason and that scares the life out of me. How can a person make you feel like this? Well I don’t know but I do know one thing, Howon is the cause of my happiness and I wouldn’t know what I would do without him.

I have am in love with Howon. I have always been, ever since I met the guy but he makes me oh so...

Well what’s the word?

So damn tingly inside. *blushes some more*

I then ask myself the question “Ah so this is how being in love is like”. But he must never know that, he may know that he is my best, my all; but he can never know that I am in love because he doesn’t love me. We may have had some sweet moments! And oh were they wonderful but that don’t actually mean he loves me. Nothing can be for sure when he hasn't actually said anything. Man I’m just not good enough for him, why would he like/love me? I’m not anything special, I’m just Dongwoo, plain boring old Dongwoo. Is that enough for you, will I be enough and proper for you Howon? I highly doubt it... You deserve the best of the best and I believe that the 'best' cannot and most definitely not be me...

 Hoya's Pov

What is this feeling? Something is not right. Something is definitely wrong, my left eye is twitching (and I know this is all just superstition) but every time my left eye flict’s, something is wrong. The twitching of the left eye is just bad luck; I always take it as bad luck...

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The boys all had their 2 hour rest and now they just finished filming their first episode. (Keke you didn’t actually think I’ll show you what happens right?! You’re going to have to wait until I ‘air’ the episodes haha: p. should I even air the episode?).

Dongwoo plastered that pretty little smile across his face (even though he disagrees’ that it is pretty/beautiful) throughout the duration of the filming but Hoya being Hoya and knowing his little Dino so well decides to make a true proper smile appear of that handsome face he adores.

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Hiyya people!! Long time! Right? I hope u haven’t gotten bored of waiting! I am very sorry for the long LONG wait! So here it is the next chapter!! I hope u enjoy it. I slightly posed Dongwoo as myself a little in this chapter...

I hope it wasn’t to depressing, right now my life is just depressing so I thought I’ll express myself through AFF and frankly I feel a lot better! Thank you if u actually read this little passage of mine and im sure the next update will be better and happy and MORE YADONG! THE WORLD NEEDS MORE YADONG!! >.<

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