Drowning // One-Shot ; 1,182 words // KyuMin , Kyu x Prince Managerr // drama,angst, nonesense // PG-13 summary : He was the one who decided their fate, there’s no turning back now

i have noo idea what this is.. wrote this in one go, no beta, dont wanna reread it, my head hurts and im sleepy.. so i think writing this nonesense on this state is a bad idea? ><



Their tongues swirled together, as they mould their mouths into one, not wanting to break free from the deep union as they squeeze every bit of pleasure from each other’s mouth. They part from each other for a second as they try to give air from their burning lungs, but only to go back to each other’s mouth the next second, the bitterness of the cigar, still fresh from their lips matched with the sweetness of pleasure, all too inhumanely addicting it’s impossible to let go. They grip into each other’s head, in an act to push their heads deeper than possible; they want to take more from that biting pleasure, their bodies in a sensual whisper.

The older man’s hands slowly crept its way inside the younger’s shirt, making the latter gasp from the icy touch on his burning skin. The older chuckled at the action as he attach his sinful lips to the younger’s neck, the vibration of his laughter sending the younger in a mindless state of euphoria. A loud slurp can be heard as the older the younger’s neck deep and hard, the red purplish mark standing out on the younger’s tasty pale skin. This only urged the older to leave more of those marks, loving the sense of knowing that he owns this man that millions had been dying to have. He slowly roams his hand in the younger’s smooth chest, loving the moans that’s slipping from the younger’s delicious lips.

He was about to rip the younger’s shirt that has been hindering him to explore further to the younger’s treasure, but the action died down from their thoughts as they heard rustling towards the door. The younger immediately scurried towards his room but was stopped as his head was turned in a splash, the time seems to stop as he feel the older’s lips in to his. His heart stopping in beat as the thought of the members seeing them like this scared him but at the same time, doubled the excitement swirling inside of him. He was about to kiss back, when the older detach their lips just in time as the main door opens, revealing a chatting Sungmin and Ryeowook.

“Jung Hoon hyung! What are you doing here?” Ryeowook asked.

“Nothing, just keeping the magnae in company.” Jung Hoon answered, throwing a mischievous glance in the said man which passed the eternal magnae’s eyes. But it wasn’t missed by the watching eyes of Sungmin who clearly saw how Kyuhyun shy away from the look, his heart prickling at the all too obvious actions.

“Well I’m going home. I’m so sleepy! Coming hyung?” Ryeowook muttered, oblivious of the things happening.

“Sure,” Jung Hoon muttered as he slowly walked towards the door but stopped just before he could close it and then turned around “Goodnight Kyuhyun.” He added, voice laced with smooth velvet, making Kyuhyun shiver at the simple phrase. “G-goo goodnight hyung.” Kyuhyun stuttered.
Kyuhyun thought he could already breathe as the other who never fails to make D’ genius Cho Kyuhyun insane and senseless, left the room, but he thought wrong as he was then met by Sungmin’s knowing look.

“What’s with that look hyung?” Kyuhyun asked, raising an eyebrow, not liking the look the other man’s giving him.

“You can’t really hide it forever you know.” Sungmin simply stated but Kyuhyun ignored it and attempted to walk away but Sungmin grabbed his shoulder stopping him. “I’m talking to you! And jeez did you just smoke?!” Sungmin asked as the strong disgusting smell stench all over Kyuhyun’s form.

“It’s none of your business.” Kyuhyun spat back.

“What do you mean it’s none of my business?! I’m your hyung! I care for you of course it’s my business on what you do to your life!”

“Care?” Kyuhyun mocked, laughing at the word. “I believe we already stopped whatever emotions or connection would attach us since we broke up. Wait no, since You broke up with me. And now you’re going all concern because you care for me?! What a ing bull that is! Damn this!”

Sungmin flinched, not used to hear those profanities coming out from Kyuhyun’s mouth. He bowed his head low, wanting to explain, there’s too many words that he wanted to tell the magnae but he don’t know where to start. He then grew weary as he saw Kyuhyun grabbing a familiar pack from his pocket, Kyuhyun’s candle-lit fingers slyly cradling the thin deadly stick like a pro, and his other hand rushing to bring his silver lighter towards it. It wasn’t Kyuhyun’s intention to do this in front of Sungmin but he was way beyond frustrated that he needs something to calm him, which he could only get from the powerful item. He was about to bring the now lit stick on his trembling lips but it was slapped away by Sungmin making him frustrated.

“What was that for!?”

“What do you mean what was that for?! Are you crazy!?!” Sungmin asked back, forcefully grabbing the pack of cigar on Kyuhyun’s hand, Kyuhyun gripped it tighter not letting the older take away his precious friend from him to the point that he blindly pushed the older harshly towards the side table, Sungmin’s small frame, crashing at the hard surface.

Kyuhyun flinched as he realize what he had done, but it wasn’t the physical pain that he caused the older that made his heart weak, it was those teary orbs that looked at him, full of pain and agony, crumpling his heart in a tight grip. But before guilt enters him, he immediately shielded it away, closing the door that he made when the older broke up with him. He convinced himself that the older deserved it, the older crushed his heart when he had gave him his all. He deserved it, it was Sungmin’s fault why he turned into this so he can’t be sorry now, Sungmin brought them to this. So he turned back, not wanting to deal with this.

“I never wanted to hurt you.” Sungmin whispered, making Kyuhyun stop from his steps.

“But you did. You did when you decided to choose what the management wants over me.” Kyuhyun muttered, bitterness clear on his voice.

“I’m sorry, I’m too weak, I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry” Sungmin replied, guilt and regret eating him whole.

“Don’t you think it’s too late for that? Nothing would change what happened now. It’s your decision that brought us here.” Kyuhyun ended as he completely walked away, leaving the pained form of the man that once occupied his heart wholly, and he chuckled as he repeated the sentence in his mind, because damn be told but he knows that the man still is it’s one and only occupant.

But it’s true that he was the one who decided their fate, there’s no turning back now. He wiped the lone tear that managed to escape his eyes as he grabbed his phone, slowly bringing the device in his ear as he hear the phone rings. “Jung Hoon hyung. I need you.”

image credits to @rixal_