I'm sorry for not being able to update early. School started today and I just got home :) ENJOY! <3

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The moment I walked in my office, piles of papers are once again covering my wonderful desk and just by looking at it, I know that I’m up for overtime again. It seems like I will not even be able to finish half of it (this is the consequence of going to a sudden trip, I’ve enjoyed it anyway).

“Mum…can we go out?” Danny asked and from the way my sons look, I know that they are already itching to play outside.

It’s been an hour since we arrived and my boys are keeping their word that they are going to behave and just stay inside my office. They are sitting quietly while playing games on the Ipad (I really owe Steve Jobs for making the Ipad, coz it’s keeping my hyped kids behave and quiet).

“Where are you guys going?” I asked while reading an article.

“We will just walk around mum” Danny answered and I stared at him.

I don’t know if I can let my sons loose for the last time that I let them roam around, they have almost disturb the whole building. Gabrielle even pressed the fire alarm which brought all of us in panic (I’m telling you, our boys are not that well behaved).

“I’ll call your dad…I’m gonna ask him if their interview is already over...if it is…you can go down to see him” I told them and they nod in excitement.

According to my husband, their interview is not done yet but I can already let the boys go to him for what they’re doing is not really a formal thing. And with that, I let our boys go down to Big Bang’s studio for Jiyong to take care of them this time.

“Heyah!” Railey walked in my office followed by Daryl who is holding a big bowl of fruits.

“Wow! You’re already starting to be an eating machine” I teased as she settled on the couch.

“Sis….I’ll bet my whole life in this…by the time Daryl hits her third trimester…she’ll be as heavy as a cow already” Railey said, earning a full powered slap on the arm from Daryl.

“Gosh! That is so hard!” Railey complained and Daryl stuck her tongue out.

This is what I love whenever I’m pregnant. I love the fact that nobody can touch you coz they know that you are sensitive and they have to be careful with you and all. And that no matter how you bully one person, he/she won’t even think to have revenge for you are pregnant (you can get out of any trouble).

“If only I can slap you” Railey said in defeat.

“That’s life sis…you can never touch a good looking pregnant lady!” Daryl teased and I smirked.

“Whatever!” Railey said and looked at me.

“So boss…how’s your trip?” she asked and I smiled at her.

“I can sense that you had a blast” Daryl said and I nod.

“I did…it was one of my favorite trips of all time” I told them and they looked at me with interest.

“Mind telling us why?” Railey asked.

Everything flashed back in front of my eyes and it made me feel so happy once again. Our recent trip to Jeju is really relaxing and full of fun. Jiyong and I got to spend time with the kids and we bonded so well with them. Our date last night is really one our best dates ever and what happens after that is a bonus. To sum it all up, that trip is perfect.

“So you two reminisced your first date?” Railey asked and I nod.

“Gosh! That date is really grand! That’s the one with the yacht…right?” Daryl asked and I nod again.

“Jiyong is really something when it comes to surprises and romance…I mean…Seunghyun have a bit of romantic blood in him…but…he’s not like Jiyong who will really go all out on a date” Railey said and  a smile appeared on my face.

“It’s really perfect! I’m telling you…everything fits and it really swept me off my feet” I said in a dreamy way, earning weird looks from the girls.

“Sis…this is the first time in a long time that I saw you so dreamy…I can really see that Jiyong sparked that fire once again” Railey told me and I nod in agreement.

“That’s true…he made me fall in love with him again and it’s just so surreal that he is still able to remember every detail of that date and is still able to re-live it….I mean...it’s just so overwhelming” I said and they smiled at me.

“Jiyong’s love for you is really getting stronger and stronger everyday….gosh! I envy you!” Daryl said and I smirked.

“Sis! Don’t get envious! Your husband is one of the sweetest as well…you just need to give him time to show it…you know what? You have to be a little soft to him” I told her and she looked at me like she wants to protest.

“I have to agree with that” Railey said.

Daryl is really dominant and is really manipulative, but even though she’s like that, her love for Taeyang is endless and I’m not even ting around here. In all fairness to her husband, he’s just letting her be even if there are times that her being manipulative is taking a toll on him already.

“Guys! Why are you like this? You see…I’m trying to be the sweetest ever but you know me…this is who I am…I’m one heck of an independent and over confident woman…I’m frank and I am the queen of all the stubborn and bullies of this world” Daryl said “But…do I really have to change? I mean…if you are in Youngbae’s shoes…are you sick of me already?” she asked and I sighed.

“Sis…in a relationship…the norm will be…the guys have to wear the pants…ALWAYS…they are the manipulators…they lead and we just follow…and of course…there’s always an exception…one reason as to why your marriage is still kicking is because of your attitude…it’s the way you hold and treat things….Taeyang is a strong and very leader material…but…I guess he’s letting you wear the pants sometimes because he loves your guidance…but too much is not good and you also have to let him man your family….try to listen to him and just do whatever he likes even if your against it…this is what we do sis…we follow our husbands…we do contradict and protest sometimes…but at the end of the day...we just have to give in and do whatever they want us to do” I explained and she started tearing up.

“And sis…we are telling these things to you because we can see that Youngbae is trying to get a hold of the full responsibility for your family…try not to contradict him…and just let him decide on whatever he wants…I’m sure he’s not going to mess up…let him lead you this time” Railey said and I come near them and hugged Daryl.

I don’t know, but ever since the three of us got married, our conversations will go from joking around to being all serious. I know that I am a manipulator sometimes and I also have a fair share of dominant moments, but I always make sure that Jiyong is still the one deciding for us coz for me, that is his role as the head of our family. The three of us are just so lucky for we have married great men who are not getting sick of us and our -y attitudes.

“Jiyong told me that you and TOP is planning to have another baby again?” I asked Railey after the whole Daryl-Taeyang drama.

“Well…we have talked about it…and…it’s still under negotiation” she answered and I nod.

“But…are you willing to have another one?” Daryl asked while munching an apple.

“Actually…I’m not sure if I am…I don’t know…three is enough for me and I really have a feeling that I’ll get  too overwhelmed if I’m going to add another one…get me? Our kids are just too much to handle already that I cannot even find time for myself” Railey answered and I sighed.

And here is Railey and TOP. These two are total opposites and I’m still trying to figure out how they were able to jive together. I mean, TOP is this totally jokester and he can really be childish at times and here’s Railey who is serious and so mature in every way. I’m telling you, out of the three of us, she and TOP are the ones who always fights (believe it or not) but in all fairness to them, they can patch things up with just a smile (who can get mad when TOP is giving you the sweetest smile ever? Oopss! Fangirl mode).

“Sis…all you have to do is manage your time well…if I were you…lessen your being so hands on…I mean…you have a driver who can drive the kids to school…you have nannies who can bathe them…you can drop these simple things coz they are taking your time as well…it will not make you a bad mother if you’re not going to drive them to school or bathe them” Daryl told her and I nod.

“Being too hands on can be so tiring and stressful sis...trust me…I’ve been in that situation before and it just messed me up…give some time to yourself…you know…sit on the couch and read a good book…or call TOP…ask him to go home early…cook for him and cuddle in bed after…sis…that’s what you’re lacking….TIME FOR EACH OTHER and TIME FOR YOURSELF” I said and she sighed.

“Oh well…you guys have a point there….I think I’m so focused on being a mother that Seunghyun just becomes my second priority….gosh! This will really be a difficult transition!” Railey said and I smiled at her while nodding.

“And how about you hot momma of seven beautiful children...what’s cooking?” Daryl asked and I chuckled.

I am actually having second thoughts with the “eight kids” thing, coz I don’t know if I can still handle another kid. It’s not that I don’t have confidence in myself, it’s  just that,  seven kids are already a big responsibility and adding one will make it really heavy.

“Truth is…Jiyong and I…are…well…we are..” I said and the girls looked at me in surprise.

“OH GOSH! Don’t tell me that you’re planning to have another one again” Railey said and I just sighed.

“OH MY! Eight kids!” Daryl shouted and I gestured her to tone down.

“We talked about baby number eight last night and he has convinced me to make one again…I mean…we’re totally enjoying our lives as parents and even though taking care of seven looks so hard for some….for us…it’s just all