Silence filled in the car. I sat there in silence, brawling with the urge to look at him but after seconds, my eyes betrayed me. I caught him glancing at me over and over again, it seemed he has something to say and when our eyes met, I abruptly quickened my face somewhere else.  I can’t look at his eyes directly and I have no idea why, so as fast as possible I evade meeting his eyes.  If I’m uncomfortable before we start the drama what’s more now. There are so many things happened unexpectedly like what he did in the airport, in the restaurant. I know he was only pretending but it was totally odd,maybe because no man held my hands before except on my father and brother.

He halted the car at the front of my apartment.After half an hour or so,but no one in car spoke to break the deafening silenced lingered way home. “I got to go,” I say and unclasping the seatbelt, an