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                I slowly open my eyes before finding myself sleeping in Minbong’s chest , yes , last night I didn’t come back because he was sick with high fever.I smiled before take my hand to feel his forehead , our face is one inch apart , why I never notice how handsome he look?his nose , his lips , his ears , and his smooth skin.

“ I love you “ I whispered in his ears before kissing his lips, I know he wont hear since he didn’t awake yet but he surprised me , he held my waist so now am on top of him.

“ U “ He said with his prank smile ,

“ Ya!!! “ I yelled at him and wanted to stand up but he held me back.

“ Don’t leave , stay here , in my arm “ I didn’t refuse while I know that I want it too.

“ Am sorry for let u suffer this few weeks , I don’t know why I’m so careless , I promise I wont be like that anymore “ He said before patting my hair

“ It’s okay , am sorry too for letting u go , “ my eyes are shining with tears , he used his thump to wipe it away.

“ SO promise me , no matter what happened don’t let me go , Okay? “ I nodded before held him closer and tighter , we feel each other warmth in the morning.

“ Minbong , honestly I didn’t know what u wanna do with Amy , if u do marry her everything will be fine,

U can still be LeeMinwoo of Shinhwa , but if u choose me , I really don’t know that ur career and “ I couldn’t continued anymore , I choked through my tears.

“ Hana…..i thought to quit showbiz “ what he just said , no!!!.....he cant

“ Minbong , listen to me , u cant , u cant quite Shinhwa , u cant , no!! and u cant quit music and everything u loved to do “ I pulled him away so I can faced him but he just smiled at me.

“ Dear , I couldn’t bear to leave Shinhwa , I couldn’t bear to leave the stage , and everything but u are more than that , other way , Shinhwa still have me and I know they wont active as a group without me , and I still do music , compose , choreography . “

“ But “

“ And I have u “ I’m speechless , I never realized that he loved me that much to quit showbiz.

“ ……. “

“ what the most important is i am happy to quit it “

“ Min “

“ No more reason darling, come on wake up , I still have many thing to do today. “ He wake up while I’m still settle for awhile , wonder this choice will bring him pain later.I know this guy for born to do music , to compose , to choreography , to dance , to rap , and to sing , am I the person who take everything he loved from him?. God…I couldn’t take it.

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                As he drive me home , he go ahead to company , I want to go with him but he said I must rest today.I couldn’t refuse that stubborn guy.

                I was shocked when Amy is waiting me in front of my apartment door , I took a deep breath before say hi to her.

“ Have fun with my husband last night? “ I shocked with her question.

“ We didn’t “

“ U can lie everyone but not me , are u happy when u can take someone husband? “ I lost temper when she look at me with those insult look.Hey…..i am not a weak girl.

“ I didn’t lie,anyway he is not ur husband yet , didn’t he?.not for now or maybe will never be , it seem like he can had fun with u so easily , but miss , it not for me because he respect me , do u ever heard or learn how to write the words respect ? “ I smirk

“ How dare u say that to me? “ She look pissed out while she is the person who started it

“ Respect , R.E.S.P.E.C.T , get it?. “ I chuckle , her face turn blue.

“ U!!!! “ She pointed her dirty finger to my forehead but I take it away before staring her.

“ Don’t point my face with ur dirty finger , do u ever really learn how to respect someone?.Miss , I never take Minwoo away from u but u ! , u is the only one who leave him alone , who hurted him , do u ever realized he was hurted so bad when u say those thing?.He is a human being u know?.U never care those real love that he gave u , he open about his relationship with u in public but u do it in opposite way , u hurt him in public. Just now ! I realized that I was wrong that I want to give him to u , if I really do so I will regret the rest of my life “ I said to her with my serious voice , it made her speechless for a short moment but still

“ No , he always love me and I can take him back anytime but because of u , u drug him “ I bitted my own lips , still she never learn her fault .

“ ………… “

“ He loved me , he never loved u , “ She yelled.

“ U can never has his heart ,yeah , u had a chance but it fade away since u break up and u will never have it again. “

“ ………… “

“ and that wedding wont happen “ I said seriously , she nearly lost her balance but manage to smirk back to me.

“ But I had his child , do u think he cruel enough to hurt his own child? “ She smirk , hearing what her said , I lost my balance , no it cant be.

“ I pregnant for nearly 1 month and here is the confirm letter from the doctor “ She hand me one document but I still shocked.

“ As I said he is mine not yours “ She leave this sentence before leaving me alone.

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                Minbong’s POV:

                I smiled like a crazy man walk into my company , all of my members notice it , they shared a happy glance as our plan success , but what made me happy the most is our Jinnie back to normal , and his relationship with Kyungmi also doing well , yet,it was better than me and Hana because Shi Young is not that kind of girl who beg for responsible and she know she cant take Jinnie away from Kyungmi so all she can do is wish both of them the best , first Kyungmi don’t really want to be together with Jinnie again but she was worry about his panic disorder so no other way both are in their happy world now.Only me who still have many thing to solve.

“ it look like u guys are okay now “ Wannie said with his eyes smile , I nodded

“ wow ! great hyung “ Jinnie and Andy unity

“ It work well than I thought “

“ How it is? “ Everyone was curious , I smiled before tell them everything as a boy talked ,

“ that is not ur , who held a girl in ur chest a one whole night but didn’t do it “ Sunggie echoed , I hit his forehead.

“ Do u think am always that addicted? “

“ well , all of us can see , what u can see in a super playboy like u beside it? “ Eric supported Hyesung.I grinned my teeth.

“ It something called real love that didn’t require it “

“ I wonder what’ll happened in ur wedding night ,hahahahaha “ the maknae with his dirty mind

“ Ya!!! “

“ U had to suffer hard , hmm…. “ Jinnie shaking his head.

                I disclose my thought on quit showbiz , first all of them didn’t really supported me but after I told them about how much I want to be with her and being happy they totally agreed and supported even must quit Shinhwa as a group. This is the joy of life that  I have them as my brothers.

“ what I afraid now is Amy cant accept it and she can sued u for her “ Eric pointed out something I never thought before.

“ well she can , since it’s in public and everyone know it “ I signed

“ why I never think about this pointed? I really want to die “

“ Don’t be down hyung , we all will help u “

“ u can explain it to her , I think maybe she can understand that ur love to her was over and it can be back again “ Jinnie said as he imagined of how understanding Shi Young is.

“ Amy is not someone who understand the word EXPLIAN “ Wannie said the right point.

“ No , I cant marry her “ I yelled when I cant find the way out.

“ but u