'Want to finally meet my crush? ;)' What do I say? I've been very curious and this is what I get. I hope my heart could take it.   'Sure  :D when?' I half-heartedly replied. Is this the right thing to do? Sorry heart.   'Tomorrow :>' Already?   'Ohh! Cool! Okay then :D I'm excited to finally meet her :> yiee~' The exact opposite of how I feel right now.   'Yeah, can you help me confess to her too? :\ I'm kind of shy XD' Uhmm. Should I? I'm really sorry heart. He's my friend. I have to support whatever he chooses to do.   'Sure :D But I really thing that you really don't need my help :) You can do it! And you? Shy? Pshh, since when? :))'   'Since forever! D: But seriously, I am pretty nervous about it. :('   'Well, don't be :D just be yourself. I know she'll like you back :> Go Sehun! \:D/'   'Aww. Thank you! :"> Haha now, go to sleep now yeobo >:D< we'll se each other in our dreams :)))) okay, kidding. I'll see you and my crush tomorrow :) :>'   'Sehun :I Fine, you too. Go to sleep already :) See you and your crush tomorrow :D haha'   'Goodnight yeobo :3'   'Goodnight Sehun :)'   I closed my phone and grabbed my pillow to cry on. I tried my best not to cry too hard but I can't. He's gonna confess to her tomorrow. Nothing's gonna change that. After a few minutes of tears, I calmed myself down a bit and told myself that Sehun's my friend and I should really support him even if it would break me. I stood up and washed my face. I went down quietly so my oppas won't see my tear-stained face. I got some water and ran upstairs and locked my room. I tried going to sleep but I really can't. I even thought that not sleeping may stop tomorrow from coming but that was stupid. Of course tomorrow would come, whether I like it or not. I tossed and turned around on my bed, trying to get some sleep. But if I do, tomorrow would come in a blink of an eye. That's why I can't sleep. I looked at the clock and it was almost 3AM. I played with my phone a bit, ran