Thursday. I woke up still with the same heavy feeling. Must be from the crying. I got up and rubbed my eyes. I groaned to myself, feeling stupid for crying last night. My eyes are swelling. I went to the bathroom to get washed up. I have to hide my puffy eyes. I got out feeling refreshed. I put on my uniform and brushed my hair. I looked at the mirror and my eyes were less puffy.   "My glasses would hide them." I said to myself and put on my specs. "See, just like normal." I smiled to myself. I smiled. I grinned wider at the mirror, looking pretty stupid. "C'mon! Let's be happy today Ms. Zhang!" I cheered for myself. I ran around my room, trying to make myself feel energized. "Bring the old _______ back!" I said to myself. I looked again at the mirror and smiled.   "Today's gonna be a new day." I smiled at the mirror and saw the necklace Sehun gave me. My heart dropped again. "Oh poop." I grabbed the little thing and put it on my neck. Sehun. "You won't get anywhere, moping around." I touched the necklace and half-heartedly smiled to myself. "Now, off to school." I said and grabbed my bags and went down.   "Morning oppas!" I beamed and kissed both on the cheek. "Oh, you feeling okay already?" Chanchan asked. "Mhhmm!" I nodded. "Really?" Gege asked. "Yeah really. Now move, I'm hungry!" I said and shoved the two away so I can get some food. "Yeah, she's okay." Chanchan laughed. Three of us ate happily. I really tried to take my mind off of Sehun.    The fact that I realized that I like him, still feels fuzzy inside. No worries though, it's a crush. My first crush. But hey, I could get o