“noona, reporters might find our house in a little while. You can’t stay here and so as in your shop. We should find you and jae min a

place to stay for the time being.” Jungshin said while pacing back and forth in their living room. “yonghwa hyung called phones a

ringing of the hook there at the agency now.” He continued. “so as in Cjes too.” Yuchun said. Jungshin, ji eun, JYJ, jonghyun, jungshin

and so min are in Jung res. Now. “I know a place. My uncle in busan owns a small cottage in a private beach. You can stay there.”

Jonghyun suddenly speak out. “great idea. Noona, pack some clothes, me and jonghyun can drop you there.” Jungshin uttered. Jae

stand up. “better yet, I come with them, jonghyun can go with us.” Jae said. “I should not be seen too as of the moment. Our

manager is arranging a prescon for friday.” Jae continued. Jungshin nod at once. So min still shock of the situation just sat there

motionless. “ji eun ssi, can you pack so min and jae min some clothes, I don’t think she’s okay yet.” Jae uttered. Ji eun immediately

went to the room and prepare the luggage.

So Min POV

Everything I’ve done is ruined in just a second. The sacrifice I made, it’s useless. This is my fault. Now even jungshin is in trouble.

Jae min, my jae min, she’s still young for this situation. “it’s my fault. Let me clear this up. Let them acuse me. Jungshin, jae joong,

all of you had nothing to do with this mess. It’s all me.” I suddenly yelled. Making everyone face me. “noona, it’s no one’s fault. Hyun

joong is the one who should be pointed here. Not you. Everyone will know it. just take a rest. Everything will be fine.” Jungshin

move towards me but I step back. “fine? Jungshin your career is at stake here. Jae joong’s career too. You are just starting out

and him, he is coming back, people might take this the wrong way and… and.. you will suffer…” I broke down to the floor.

Jae Joong POV

She is still thinking about us? What about her? “can you calmdown so min. think about jae min, she is so worried about you. You

should compose yourself for her. she needs you now. She is confused.” Yoochun uttered. I think that helped. “jae min, where’s jae

min?” she uttered. “mommy, please stop crying. I love you.” I’m surprised with jae min’s reaction. She is calm, like an adult. So min

pulled her into a hug and just nod. I think she is okay for now. We gathered all the things needed. Junsu helped me to get some

clothes for me.  We will be there for 4 days. Away from the city, away from all the hassle and gossips. I look at my family, yes

they are. They are what’s important now. Not the fame, not the money but them. yoochun came with us as well. He drove while

jonghyun instructed him the way. My family and I seated on the back seat. So min is still in my arms, jae min sat on the middle. She

glance at me from time to time but looks away when I look at her. she might be confuse on what we are now.

“jonghyun, thank you for helping us. Don’t forget to update me from time to time. Tell jungshin not to stress himself so much.

Yoochun, thanks buddy, tell junsu my thank you okay? Don’t go lazy on the composition just because I’m not around.  Arasso?” “yah!

The album can wait. Just don’t think too much too. Enjoy catching up with your family. So min needs you the most now.” Yoochun said

while smiling widely. “jae joong hyung, don’t worry. Jungshin knows what to do. Besides he will be in our dorm he will be taken care

of.” Joonghyun said. Then they bid there goodbyes and left. Jae sighed. So min is with jae min in the small cottage. The cottage is

very decent. One room, a bathroom , small kitchen and has a great view of the beach. Jae decided to go inside.

He smiled when he saw so min cradling the sleeping jae min. she is much calmer now. “so min” he called to get her attention she

looked at him with a smile. “thank you and sorry” she uttered. “for what?” jae asked as he sat on the chair across so min. “for

keeping your promise. For not saying anything to jae min. and I’m sorry for getting you in trouble.” She looked down and tears are

falling again. “yah, I told you stop that. I should be the one saying thank you and sorry. Thank you for being a nice mother to jae min.

thank you for the sacrifice. Thank you for waiting. Thank you for the love. And sorry for doubting your heart. Sorry for not

protecting you. Sorry for your sufferings.” Jae started walking towards her and kneeled in front of her. “I know, you just wanted

what’s best for me but that’s not what I want. I want to be with you. Both of you.” Jae joong looked at the little girl too. “you..

you’ve read my letter?” so mi asked nervously. Jae joong nod and give her a shy smile.

 “omo!..” so min ducked her head on jae min. clearly she is embarrassed about what is in that letter. Jae joong chuckled. He tried to

pull so min into sitting straight again but she defy. “so min come on, where is that fierce so min that I meet after 3 years. Now

you’re shy?” jae joong teased. She slowly sat straight but her head is still looking down. “I thought, you’re never gonna find it.” she

mumbles. Jae joong let out a loud laugh. So min ssshh him. “yah, jae min is sleeping” she whispered with a hint of annoyance. “oops”

jae uttered and planted a kiss on jae min’s forehead. “I found it.” jae joong said and show so min the letter. So min eyes grew

bigger. “yah! You always brings that? Give me that it’s my letter” so min struggles as she want to get the letter but jae min is in

her lap. “yes it’s your letter. TO ME” jae said emphasizing on “to me”. Jae unfolded that letter, “dear baby jae…” “stop! Please

stop!” so min yelled blushing. Jae min moved and arch her brows. So min and jae joong just pause there waiting for her to walk up

but she doesn’t they both sigh.

“I think I should place her on the bedroom.” Jae joong picks up jae min and headed to the bed room. after placing jae min

comfortably in the bed he headed out. “so where were we? Oh?” he fake cough. “dear baby jae..” he started again. “aaahhh!!! I told

you stop it.” so min pulled her knees together and duck her face. Jae joong can’t help but smile. “okay okay, I’ll stop. But I love

your letter. It made me realize how much you love me” he sat beside so min. “LOVED” so min corrected under her position still not

looking up. “yeah right. Look at me straight and say that you don’t love me anymore and I’ll stop.” Jae dared her. she looked up only

to be surprised that jae’s face is just an inch from hers. “i.. i.. I”she stuttered. “I what?” jae joong comes nearer so min moves

backwards only to feel that the sofa head is stoping her from moving further. “!” she cursed. Making jae joong chuckle. “I

what?”jae joong seductive voice is in works. So min gulped. “mommy? I’m hungry..” jae min came out of the room rubbing her eyes.

“oh! My baby is hungry?” so min pushed jae and stand up. She carried jae min. “what does my baby want? Let’s see what we have

here.” She baby talk jae min. “you two just sit, I’ll cook” jae joong suddenly uttered. He does his magic on the kitchen and now

they are ready to eat. Jae Min’s eyes widen “WOW! It looks yummy!” she gushed. So min just smiled seeing jae min not affected

about earlier calms her. they are in the midst of eating late dinner when, “so, ajussi, you’re my real daddy now?” jae min asked

while chewing her food. So min looked at her daughter with jaw dropped. Jae joong choked and scoff. His daughter sure is unique.

“ah, deh,” jae joong replied scratching the back of his head. “is it true mommy, don’t lie to me.” She looked at so min. so min sigh

and nod twice. “ASA! I am really not adopted. I have parents!” she shouted and continued eating. So Min’s face became gloomy, she

didn’t know what her daughter is dealing with.

“daddy! You cook well. It’s yummy right mommy?” jae min smiling face erased the sadness from so min. she nod at her with a wide

smile. “daddy made this for you so you better eat a lot.” So min said looking at jae joong with a smile. Jae joong is stunned, how he

missed that smile. “daddy, stop looking at mommy and eat.” Jae min teased. He scoff. “she is surely your daughter.” So min

uttered and they both laugh. After dinner, jae min ask her dad to tell about him. She wants to know her dad. Seriously, how can a

kid be like that? So min thought. So min is in the sink washing the dishes when she felt hands wrapping from the back. she fliched

“yah what are you doing?” she asked jae joong. “I miss this. I miss us.” So min can’t fight a smile hearing that makes her to. Jae

joong rested his chin on so min’s shoulder. “yah, jae min might see us. Stop it. she might misunderstand” so min whispered. “she’s

already asleep. Besides she wont mind daddy is hugging mommy,” jae said and kissed so min’s neck.

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sorry for the late update... I've been busy with rooftop prince... episode 15 and 16 are soooo good! 

in regards of my FF, everything is doing fine. for now. few more chapters and then bye bye to jae joong, so min and jae min...

a new story is bugging me right now actually but I want to finish my 1st FF.

God knows how I envy Han Ji Min Eonnie right now!!!!!