Jae joong POV

“hyung!” junsu said on the other line. Seriously, that voice is just so high for a guy. “what?” I asked. “want to hang out?” junsu said.

~I can’t I have a date~ I want to say that but “no. I’m tired. I want to sleep all day. Anyong!” I said and cut him off. I’m busy

cooking some food for So Min, bet she is hungry. I texted her to ask if jungshin and the other guys already boarded. She replied

that she is now on her way here. That made me smile from that time till now. After 15 min. my doorbell rang. I know it was her. I

opened the door, there she was, wearing a long skirt, an oversize shirt, her hair in a messy bun and glasses. She looks nerdy but  I

find it attractive. Her face is a bit off, “jae joong ssi…” she said pouting and cry. She rested her head on my chest. “there there,

come in” I held her tightly. I know she is depressed. I bet she didn’t cry at the airport. Showing jungshin a brave so min.

~Flashback~

I got up with the sound of my phone. “yoboseyo?” I answered with my just work up voice. “hyung? Sorry to disturb you.. we just

boarded.” Jungshin is on the other line. I got up in an instant. “oh! Jungshin, sorry I can’t be at the airport man, you know..” I said

ruffling my hair. “I know, we understand. Well I just call to entrust my sister to you while I’m away, she may look strong but she’s

so fragile. I heard you confess. That was fast. Well anyway, take care of her. She likes you too. Just answer me truthfully hyung,

are you serious about her? I know you’re an idol and fans might not like the idea about you two dating,” junghsin said. I don’t know

what to say, I knew about the situation. “sure man I’ll take care of her. I’m aware about that, I think we will talk about it. I

promise you, I will not make her cry. I’ll protect her.” I uttered. “good. don’t just say it. Do it hyung. Well, gotta go! Bye hyung!”

jungshin said “hyung kamsamida! See you soon!” the other guys yelled. This kids I laughed lightly “bye guys, see you soon, good luck!

Fighting”

~end of flashback~

“jae?” she called me. I looked at her, “you okay now?” she nod. she sat straight when she realize how close we are. I smiled. “you

better get use to it now babe” I told her. “come on, the food is ready.” I guided her to the dining table. “I know you’re hungry. Oh,

and here, jungshin told me you like drinking this when you’re sad” I handed her the cocomallows. “thank you.” She said and took a sip

on the coco. I smiled. I move my plate to the seat next to her. I want to be near her. “here, start eating now” I placed food on her

plate, “thank you jae” she said and smiled. I saw the eye smile that was missing earlier. I’m relieved. She is fine now.

After eating jae and so min go to the living area. Sitting on the couch awkwardly, well so min is. “so, so min, what do you what to do

now?” jae asked her, she hesitated to answer at first. “what?” jae asked. “uhm, you? What you have in mind?” so min said and let

out a big yawn. Jae joong smiled with that, he moved closer to so min, so min moved away, “jjj—jae what are?” she stuttered. Jae

held her hand and pulled her to his chest. “relax, you didn’t sleep last night right? Just sleep here. I can’t bear seeing your panda

eyes,” jae said chuckling. “ah.. deh.. kumawoyo” so min manage to reply though she is still nervous. But she still can’t sleep, it’s a bit

okay scratched that it’s so awkward for her. “Jae, can I ask you something?”she said. “you still not sleeping? Uhhmm.. okay,, what is

it?” jae asked while playing with her hair. “why me?” she asked. Jae sigh. “why not?” jae replied pulling her now to look at him. “do

you have a concussion? Have you seen me really? I’m a fan jae I’ve seen the girls you’ve dated not one of them is near my

description.” So min narrates. Jae planted a kiss on her forehead. “No I didn’t hit my head. Second, have you seen yourself in the

mirror dear? You’re perfect and third  that is why I choose you. You are not like them. “ Jae replied. “but.. I..” so min tried to talk

but jae peck on her lips. Leaving her speechless. “have a little faith in yourself dear” jae said. “now, you sleep. I don’t want a panda

looking girlfriend” he uttered and place so min on his chest again.

So min POV

~girlfriend~ I like the sound of that.  She sigh. “still not sleeping?” he asked again. That made me giggle. It’s a bit comfy now.

“uhmm, I still got a question, or make it questions.” I uttered. He straighten me up again. “shoot!” he said crossing his arms on his

chest. I look down shy again. “are we gonna tell the management… I mean… about.. this?” I hesitantly asked. He paused for a

second “do you think we should?” he asked me. “uhm.. I don’t think it’s a good idea, but.. would it be awkward if we’re being mushy

there?” I asked again I swear I feel my face is burning now. “so you want to be mushy at the agency?” he leans forward with a

smirk. I panicked “NO! of course not!” I shouted. He laughed.

 “okay, here’s my say about this. Why don’t we keep it to ourselves for the mean time? You, me and jungshin well in his case with

the rest of the band. In that case I can protect you from paparazzi and fans.” He explained. He got a point there. I want to live

longer and I want to keep myself private as much as possible. “dating an idol ” did I just say it out loud? I whispered. He is

laughing. Yes I did. Out of embarrassment I hide my face on my knees. “hey! Don’t be like that. You should be used on speaking your

mind from now on. I like it. No, I love it. Honesty is the best policy right?” Jae said raising his index finger high.

 He sure can be neardy at times. I yawn again. “well now, can you sleep? Or you want me to sleep with you?” he said with a

seductive tone. “ani! I’ll sleep now” I said resting my head on the couch head. “not there, here” he pulled me to his chest again.

Hearing his heartbeat is like hearing him singing.  Heartbeat and him breathing its like a music to my ears, I felt calmer now. I will

make it work. Slowly but surely. I felt my consciousness starting to drift. In no time I’m having a peaceful sleep.

Jae Joong POV

I peeked on her, she’s sleeping now. Jungshin is right. She may look so strong outside but she is fragile, a baby inside. I caress her

hair removing hairs that are hanging on her face. I traced her long lashes, her nose, her cheeks, and her lips. Her luscious lips. I

can’t wait to give her kisses that will not make her flinch. Slowly but surely, she’ll be mine. I lean down to plant a kiss on her head.

My dear so min. my so min. am I really in love with you?