Chap. 27

My Idol Love

 

~CNBLUE THANKSGIVING CONCERT~

The concert hall is jam packed. Aside from fans there are also celebrities who are watching the said concert. CNLBUE really made

a huge contribution to Korean Pop Culture. Some of the celebrities sited are G.G Tiffany and Sunny, Tiffany has been rumored to

be dating Lee Jong hyun but denied it. Park Shin Hye, who believed to be super close to Jung yong hwa because they had 2 dramas

together. Jang geun suk, Simon D with his fiancé Lady Jane. FT Island’s Lee Hong Ki and Lee Jae Jin. Moon Geun Young who is set

to star in a movie with Minhyuk. And last but not the least JYJ trio.

 

“wooah! This place is packed eonnie!” ji eun said while looking around from their seat. They are seated in front. Ji Eun is with Seo

and So Min side by side. So min with Jae Min beside her. then a vacant seat reserved for someone then seats for JYJ. “mommy!

I’m excited to see CNBLUE uncles on stage!” Jae Min exclaimed making so min laugh. Jae joong is looking at them smiling. So min

met his stare and instantly look in front. The music started playing, that’s the queue that the concert is starting. Fans went wild

when the curtain fell with a huge display of fireworks. Jae Min jumped with the fireworks but was stunned seeing her uncle

CNBLUE rocking the stage.

 

As expected. Yonghwa give all out. He occasionally stares at seo especially with the song Love Light. He wrote it for her. Jungshin

on the other hand let out his superb rapping skills. He was all over the stage. Giving winks to Jae Min whenever he passed her.

Minhyuk is a monster back there. Whenever the camera focused on him the fans scream over the top. Jae min sometimes put her

hands on her ears which Jae joong and So Min find funny. Jonghyun didn’t let the others out shine him. Fans are chanting “jonggasm”

whenever he showcases his guitar superbness!

 

“everyone, we would like to thank you all for coming here today! As you all know we started just 2 years ago, but we received so

much love from all of you. From the bottom of my heart THANK YOU VERY MUCH! BOICE I LOVE YOU ALL!” yonghwa’s words.

Hearing that the fans scream again.  “everyone, we don’t know how can we repay all your love and support. We would like to thank

FNC too, if it weren’t for them we would not be standing here in front of you all. BOICE sarangheyo!” jonghyun’s part smiling

showing his killer dimples, fans went wild again. “also, we would like to thank our friends who are here tonight. Our sunbaes and

collegues. Kamsamida! BOICE thank you very much. We promise to keep up the good work and give you more beautiful music. Boice

Saranghe!” Minhyuk yelled.

 

“I personally want to take this opportunity to thank my sister who’s here tonight. Noona, thank you for allowing me to pursue my

dreams. To our parents kamsamida. To the family members of each one of us here Kamsamida.” Jungshin uttered bowing to the

family members he saw in the audience. “to my beautiful niece, Jae Min, how is uncle?” jungshin looked at jae min. the camera is

focused on Jae min now who give a 2 thumbs up to jungshin earning “ooohhh’s and aaawww’s” from the fans. Jungshin chuckled.

BOICE kumawoyo, sarangheyo!” jungshin shouted another wave of screams sorounds the arena.

 

“everyone, we prepared something for our sunbaes who stands as an inspiration to us. From the day we are scouted till now they

supported us. JYJ sunbanim kumawoyo. This song is written by Kim Jae Joong ssi. Boice if you know the words please sing a long.”

Yonghwa said. The camera focused on JYJ who are seated together, they wave to the fans another shot of screams aired. Then

CNLBUE started playing their cover of “ Empty.”

 

~Girl I swear, I’m never going through this again, I know that you thought you’d win, and before I give you another try… I’d die…~

 

~your heart is empty and you’re so cold, you don’t care about you and I. ~

 

~It’s time to bring the truth to light, No lies~

 

~your heart is gone, my heart is strong, leave me alone leave me alone. Your heart is gone, my heart is strong, leave me alone leave

me alone.~

 

~girl because your heart is empty~

 

The fans screams louder now. CNBLUE made that song their own. JYJ give them a standing ovation and so as everyone else. So Min

mimiced everyone but she is lost with the song’s meaning. She looked at Jae Joong who is clapping endlessly. 

 

So Min POV

After that song I can’t help but to feel guilty. That song was intended to me. Every lyric is piercing my heart like a spear. My

knees are trembling; everything around me was like a blur. I looked at Jae Min she’s having the time of her life. Then I glance at

Jae joong, he is chatting with yoochun who is sitting beside him. ~ your heart is empty and you’re so cold, you don’t care about you

and I. ~ she really did hurt him. I can’t hold it anymore. The room is being stuffy. I find it hard to breathe now. “Ji Eun I need to

go to the restroom. Take care of Jae Min for a while” I told Ji eun she nod and I hurriedly walk towards the exit. Walking to the

rest room tears are falling from my eyes now. I went inside a cubicle and shut it close. I poured everything that’s filling my heart.

I held my head. This is my choice. He has the right to acuse me as a bad woman. I’m the one who left. He was alone, I have Jae Min.

 

The concert is over but So Min didn’t return. “where did so min go?” jae joong asked ji eun. “she said she needs to go to the

restroom. Wonder why she didn’t return.” Ji eun replied. “maybe she’s in the dressing room now. Let’s just go there now” seo

uttered. “I think you’re right. Let’s go jae joong ssi, there’s an after party.” Ji eun said. “come on jae min, mommy might be waiting

for us” she continued. “ah, let me” jae joong offered and picked up jae min and carried her. ji eun and seo just looked at each other

and smiled to each other. “aww. Cute” they simultaneously whispered.

 

On the way to the dressing room, jae saw so min going out of the restroom. “are you okay so min? you look pale” jae asked. So Min

back away when he’s about to touch her forehead. “I’m okay.” She replied and took jae min from jae joong and walk towards the

dressing room. “didn’t I tell you not to asked JYJ uncles to carry you?” so min whispered to jae min. “I didn’t mommy, he wants to”

jae min reasoned. “mommy you look bad. I can walk” jae min said to so min and cup her little hand on so min’s cheeks. So min smiled

and let her down. She stopped walking and turns to face JYJ. Her eyes widen and blurted “DADDY!” jae joong was shocked.

 

Jae Joong POV

“DADDY!” jae min yelled while looking at my direction. I was shocked.  She started to run towards us. I smiled widely seeing her

enthusiastic face. Everything now is like in slow motion. I can’t wait for her to reach me and hug me, but my train of thoughts

vanished when I saw her passed by me. I followed where she is heading. Then there I saw a guy, about my age, he is smiling widely

his arms extended and jae min just landed there. “daddy!” jae min yelled again while she is nudging her head on the guys chest. “jae

min-ah, did you miss me?” the guy asked her. “yes daddy!” she replied. smiling like there’s no tomorrow. What was I thinking? I’m

delusional, but I can’t deny it. I wanted to be the one she’s calling daddy. But who is he? He seems familiar. “Hyun Joong Oppa?!”

So Min uttered. I looked at her.

 

 

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yes you got me! I'm a BOICE and a CASSIE... LOL and it is my fan girl dream that CNBLUE will cover a song by TV5XQ or JYJ. Fun Fact about this chapter is that I dreamt about this. I'm so excited to write this chapter, just to see it live on even just in a fan fic.

I choose Empty (even though jae joong really didn't wrote it) because of the lyrics. I think it captured the emotion needed in this chapter.

TA-DA!!! to my subscriber who's waiting for hyun joong, he is finally back. a lot of love triangle drama to follow so stay tuned.

FACT: I haven't been in a CNBLUE concert (or any KPOP concert) so bear with my (fan girl) concert adaptation.

 

I would want to hear from you readers. how's the story so far? is it slow or too fast?

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onekissbornfree
I will finish this story tomorrow... ^^

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ariana8
#1
Chapter 41: omg i really really truly love this fanfic..
love love love it.
thanks for author make my dream come true....
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 41: Finished re-reading this story and I still love it so much :)
Keahun #3
Chapter 41: I really think you got the talent to write good stories. Don't worry your english is good, a well written piece. Keep on writing friend, you help make my day always. Thanks.
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 41: This is one of the sweetest story that I have read!!! I love it so much!! And So Min is the one proposing and Jae crying is just LOL xD
claribelmiranda #5
Chapter 41: Awwww...hehe,such a sweet story though, done reading this one,hehe, looove this :)
jiyoonjung
#6
Chapter 41: ukyaaaaa im crying..this is beautiful huhuhu
BoiceKings #7
Happy ending ^^
onekissbornfree
#8
piratess: thank you so much! yeah! jae min is so bubbly and so bright! I had a lot of fun writing her.
piratess #9
aigoooo~~jae min~~sooo cuteeee~~wah nice story here~~heehee~~
onekissbornfree
#10
romanticswan4ever: happy to hear that you read my ff.. !_! I'm a hyunmin myself, I just tried pairing so min with someone else... THANK YOU!!! your feedback means a lot to me... *hugs*