Chap. 18
My Idol Love
“guys, be prepared for the world tour . that’s 2 weeks from now. Rehearsals starts tomorrow morning, followed by costume fitting
and so on. So min-ssi are you getting all of these?” manager said to them in the meeting room. “deh, manager nim.” So min replied.
“oh! By the way, so min will not be going with us. dancers, make up artists, costume personnel’s and me of course are the the ones
going. Jae joong looked at so min. so min smiled at jae and mouthed “it’s okay”. Manager catch that. He rolled his eyes. After an
hour the meeting is adjourn.
They are now in jae’s apartment. That’s the only place they can be free to be mushy. Jae rest his head on so min’s lap. “so min-ah,
are you sure you’re okay not coming with us?” Jae asked. “tsk. Of course babe, besides I can have 3 weeks of rest while you’re on
tour” So min replied. he sat up. “you rather rest than to be with me?” he pouted. “aigoo! Baby jae is pouting. We can’t really be
together there. Staff all over the place.” So min said caressing jae’s face. He held her hand. “well, you’re right.” Jae replied. “but
after that tour, we only got 2 weeks before my enlistment.” Jae uttered with a long face now.
So Min POV
I tried to smile and hide the sadness. It’s been a month since he received the enlistment news. From that day he had been so
easily upset so I tried my very best to be cheerful. “I can wait.” I said giving him a kiss. “I don’t think I can live with those 2
years without you” jae being so melodramatic AGAIN. “baby jae, you manage to live 27 years without me, 2 years won’t make any
difference” so min said. But honestly my answer hurt me more. For 5 months we’ve been together I’d been so dependent towards
him. My first boyfriend and hopefully my last. “baby min…” jae nudge on my stomach. ‘baby jae! Its gonna be fast. Before you know
it you’ll be here again with me.” I uttered to calm him.
“you really gonna wait for me?” he asked. “of course” I replied. “by then we can do it?” jae asked. I chuckled and shook my head.
“aigoo, you’re such a ert baby jae.” I said and giggled. “so are we?” “you really not gonna let this go are you?” I looked at him.
He shook his head pouting eyes closed. Such a baby. I sigh. But maybe that will motivate him. “okay! Sure! Even without marriage!” I
exclaimed. “you promise?” he asked with wide eyes. I nod “yes! Asa! I can’t wait! Can I enlist now?” he said I can’t help but to laugh.
“so, Ms. Jung, how about a make out session now?” jae said. So Min stunned with what he said. “kissing only..” he add. I scoff.
“seriously, you’re not tired?” so min asked. “no, kissing you energize me” jae replied. “but..” so min about to say something being
cut. Jae is owning her lips now. Kissing passionately, hungrily, jae moved his hand on so min’s back that made her gasp. Jae’s
opportunity, he insert his tongue on , exploring every part. Jae’s hand slide to her thighs now, that’s so min’s queue, she
pushed him “let’s stop here babe.” She said smiling. Jae looked at his pants. So min saw it too. She shook her head. “fine! Gonna go
to the bathroom first.” Jae said rolling his eyes. So min giggled with Jae’s expression.
JYJ has been busy with rehearsals for the world tour. It’s only 3 days before they’ll leave for L.A. everything is set the costumes,
tickets, tickets sales are almost sold out in some states but mostly sold out in some. “guys take good care of your bodies okay?
We will be leaving in 3 days.” Manager said.
So min go out for a while to get coffee. While she is standing beside the window. “Jung So Min ssi, can I talk to you in private?”
manager said. “sure manager nim” so min replied and manager walk inside the record studio. No one is there. “what is it
manager-nim?” So Min asked totally clueless. “let’s get cut to the chase so min-ssi. I know you and Jae are dating. Don’t worry it’s
only I. pres and others still doesn’t know. You’re a clever girl so min ssi, I know cause I can see your potentials. Knowing jae joong
I know this will all pass. He will get tired and break up with you. Its now new to me.” Manager said. So Min just stared at him.
“no offense, but did you do it already?” he asked her. She shook her head. She don’t know why she can’t speak. “ah, I see” manager
walked around her. “that’s why he is still clinging on you. He still didn’t get what he really want. Jae is such a good actor.” Manager
continue. “but he..” so min tried to speak but she can’t continue. “but he promised to wait? He loves you? Ha? That is so jae. Don’t
get me wrong So min ssi, I don’t care if you’re “in love” I just want you to know the facts. Oh, so min ssi, sit, it will be long”
manager sits and so is so min.
“you know JYJ is finally making it big worldwide, in a month Jae joong will be enlisted. He will be in Hiatus. If the fans know that
he is already in a “serious” relationship what would you think will happen to him after two years? Showbiz is Jae joong and Jae
joong is showbiz. His life revolves around this field. He cannot afford to be hated after being on hiatus. His career will surely go
down. With all the idols that are coming do you think fans will stay with him if he is already “committed”?” So min stared blankly on
the recording booth. She knows how much jae loves his job and his fans. She looked at manager.
“just think about it dear. He will be crushed. No career. No life.” Manager continued. “so I’m suggesting this. Take this world tour
as an opportunity to leave him. I heard your brother is on the process of training now. So money will not be a problem now isn’t it so
min ssi? Play it cool with him this 3 days and then go.” Manager said. “nice talking to you so min ssi, while you can leave, please do, I
don’t want to see another broken hearted girl just like all the girls he crushed.” With that so min is left on the room. Tears are
starting to form on her eyes. Next thing she knew she is crying, she went inside the booth and cry louder.
“chun, have you seen so min?” jae asked yoochun. “Nah.. she went out earlier but she haven’t return” yoochun replied. Jae was about
to go out the room when so min entered. “where have you been?” jae whispered to her. She smiled looked at manager who’s
watching them she gave a small nod. manager smiled and walk towards the dancers. “jungshin called, we talked about his training.
We lost track of time.” So min lied. She have to. “oh okay, the rehearsal will be ending soon, where do you want to go?” jae asked
her. “really jae? You know we can’t go anywhere.” So min replied and giggled. “oh right. Sorry.” Jae said. So min smiled and shook
her head. “I’m used to it. Not an ideal set up though. Go practice. You at dancing babe.” So min . “haha! I’m not! See
you later” he said and mouth ~I love you~ .
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