“THAT ING BASTARD!!!” I yelled. “Why the hell is Jiah so concerned about him? Jiah should be like that toward me!! What does he have that I don’t?” I mumbled to myself. Why did Jiah care so much about him? I was the one that loved her! Why didn’t she care for me that way?

I tried to shake away all of those thoughts. They hurt me to much. Why should I be so torn up about Jiah?? She was the problem, and I was determined to eliminate her from the world. She was no longer my muse. She was a parasite…I had to erase her from my mind.

“Stop!! Stop thinking about her!” I scolded myself.

“Just load the gun and put it to her head…her beautiful head…NO!  What are you saying yongguk?? Just put the gun to her head and pull the trigger”

This was hell; a war was raging in my mind and heart. I didn’t know weather to kill her, and get rid of this entire heart ache, or let her live and risk being hurt like this again.

No…I had to do it…I had to get rid of her. I had to brush away all of the beautiful fantasies of us, and be more realistic. I had to say goodbye…forever.

I loaded the gun and headed back down to the basement.

“Jiah…” I called out to her

“…it’s time…”

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A/N:

short chapter...sorry. like i said, i don't really have time to write anymore. This chapter was only meant to build up a little more suspence. i hape you enjoyed it. Comment, and supscribe plaese!!!