Hi everyone

THE LIFE WE HAD

Its been a while since I am here and writing this story. Actually I had completed this story up to 28 chapters and on-going (still in proofreading process tho) with a plan to upload and complete it in 2018 because I finally finished my postgraduate degree but I really don't know if I should continue writing it now after all that happened.
I really love Jonghyun and after his passing, I am not sure if I can imagine him be happy with a wife, holding his kids... those thoughts hurts me alot, to think how he could be a very good husband and a great loving father.

I am sorry if I were to delete this story in future. I dont know yet. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. Knowing that a lot of people I know already abandoned this site, I am unsure if there are other people who actually still stick around this fanfic. If there is, you're so nice. Thank you.

RIP, Kim Jonghyun (1990-2017)

p/s: and to think 18 was my favorite number because it was my birthdate.

 

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lolyshawol
#1
Chapter 34: Pleaseeeee i love this!!!
pinkypn #2
Chapter 34: The decision is up to you. Since his pasting, I keep trying to find good stories about him. In a way these stories makes me feel like he is still here and how his life would be. I haven't really found any good one since most are about a farewell to him. If you know any good jonghyun stories can you recommend some. When I watch videos of him or shinee I block out that hebis gone cuz it makes me sad and I can't watch or listen to their music.
sakura92 #3
Chapter 34: Authornim thanks for coming back to leave this message. Depending on what you decide, wishing you the best in life.
OurLoveGoesOn
#4
Chapter 8: "I love you" Aww bebbiiiiiiii. I'd forgive him straight up ahahahha but that's just me haha
Update soon ♡
Felix-Me
#5
Chapter 7: Jinyoung, you know how much I like you, but I have to let my BANA side go and start shipping Minyoung with Jonghyun, I'm sorry :'(

So it wasn't me, you actually changed the title ahahah
EXOticsMia #6
Chapter 7: Update more!! Good to see you back
OurLoveGoesOn
#7
Chapter 7: Oooh new title still suits the story well.
Damn, I hate it when people don't let me explain and they jump to conclusion or don't even TRY understand or empathise with my situation ahaha.

Jinyoung was so sweet allowing her to stay at his house. And Jonghyun making all that effort to get her back -- I understand his desperation but he could have been more discrete, less rash and spoken to her in private once he saw her at school rather than beginning that drama ahhaha. Poor child.

Miyoung needs to play her role as a best friend and not as just a regular "mate" -- understanding is what is needed.
Great chapter sweetie, update soon ♡
OurLoveGoesOn
#8
Also, in regards of the title change; do as you wish, really. If you feel that the new title is better suited then by all means, go for it ^-^
If anyone disagrees with your decision, personally message them and remind them who the author is :P
OurLoveGoesOn
#9
Chapter 6: Yo~ Hahaha don't you worry, I'm still reading heh.
Thank you for the shout out, I appreciate it.
I'd like to think I'm a nice person ahaha thank you ♡

I wish you all the best with uni. My first day is tomorrow and I'm hella nervous...because I feel like I'll wake up late and miss my train/bus. Legit the only reason hah.

Anywaaays, I was quite surprised to see you update again, it was a good surprise nonetheless aha.
I don't know how they're going to get out of this situation. If they don't lie their way out I sure hope Jinyoung keeps his mouth shut >_<
Felix-Me
#10
Chapter 6: I'm a BANA and a Shawol...who should I support? D: Jong, what the ? I want to slap you on her behalf! Jinyoung, what you did is kinda creepy, so don't do it again...