Epilogue

Comfort

"wake up!" I heard someone said, a familiar voice..Yewon

 

"WAKE UP!" I heard that she repeated but more loudly this time

 

"she's still sleeping? She's going to be late" I heard another voice said, it's familiar too. Eunha?  

 

They don't know I'm already awake. I'm just pretending it's just because my head hurts so much, i can't even open my eyes

 

Then i felt a hard impact on my cheek, i just got slap. My eyes widen as i felt the pain from my cheek. Eunha slapped me

 

"You! if you don't stand up there and prepare you're going to miss the most important day in your life!" Eunha shouted

 

"most important day? what day today? there's nothing special!" i shouted back, then this time Yewon slapped me

 

"What's wrong with you two?! it's early in the morning and you're slapping me?!" 

 

"Pabo!! It's your wedding today!" Yewon shouted this time

 

"WHAT?!" i shouted so loud

 

"You're so drunk last night that's why you can't remember" Eunha said then she hit my head
 

"But, she just proposed to me yesterday!" i shouted as i massage my head where she hitted it

 

"Are you just drunk or got an amnesia? She proposed to you five months ago!" Yewon shouted then she hit my head too 

 

What's wrong with this two? are they going to murder me?!

 

"WHAT?!" i shouted as their words processed in my mind

 

"Go! now! the stylist and makeup artist are waiting for you!!'" Eunha said as she pull me off from my bed

 

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"You're stupid Hwang Eunbi" Eunha said irritated

 

"I remember it now. It's just because of my hang over." I said as the makeup artist put a makeup on why cheeks

 

"Why did you do that?  You're suppose to be sleeping last night for your beauty rest" Eunha scold me again

 

"I'm sorry" The only thing that I can say

 

"Luckily Sowon is with her family last night,  or she'll scold you. It's your wedding and your being wasted last night?! look at your eyebags!!" Eunha shouted

 

"It's fine, the makeup can cover it" 

 

"What if you pass out? Yah! Sinb! are you really want to get married?!" She shouted to me again

 

"YES!! That's why i celebrate last night" I shouted back

 

"On your own?! alone?!"

 

"Stop scolding me please!" I plead, i was so tired explaining

 

"I'm just doing this because i'm worried, if Sowon finds out about this..."

 

"Don't tell her, just help me prepare. She just texted me, she said she's done" 

 

"fine, fine"

 

****

 

Hwang Eunbi breath in, breath out. can you please breath normally?

 

 

"Bi! your hands are shaking!!' Eunha said 

 

"That's because i didn't sleep properly"

 

"Just admit that you're nervous!" Umji said

 

"I'm not! It's Sojung! why would i be nervous around her?" I said, defending myself

 

Both of them just rolled their eyes, i just scoff. Actually, my hands are sweating under this flowers that i'm holding

 

Heart please, bare with your brain, relax....

 

I am getting married, this is true. I'm not dreaming

 

Eunha and Umji opened the huge door of the church. I held my breath for a second. I sigh deeply (A\N: I RECOMMEND YOU TO LISTEN TO SVT'S PRETTY U PIANO COVER WHILE READING THIS)

 

My emotions, My heart, It's pounding like it's about to jump out of my chest. This feeling, i never felt this before, it felt so different. It's like everything disappear, only Sojung is i can see, her smile, her bright eyes, she's perfect. I'm shaking, it felt like my veins from my heart are going to explode due to excitement. I don't know what's going to happen tommorow or in the future, all i can just think of is now. Now, I'm going to marry the person whom i love the most, the person that i'll live with in the future

 

I slowly walk down to the aisle, each step, my heart beats thrice. Twenty seconds, i measure on how long i'm going to walk in here, I'm weird. I know that but not weird as my half sister, Yuju. i smile of the thought. She's here all of my friends are here, Even Yerin

 

I fixed my gaze on Sojung, Kim Sojung

 

What kind of expression can deliver my heart? Should I take my heart out to copy and paste on you?

 

I smile at the thought in my mind

 

1.....

 

On one fine day you magically appeared. You took my heart and attracted my eyes, you’re greedy

 

'Someone,  came near me and dance with me. Then I lost my mind.......... I kiss her.'

 

2....

 

Oh we chose each other and focus on by nano unit. When I see you, it’s breathtaking. Normally I’m not like this

 

"You seems familiar Sinb"

"I thought so too, did we met before?"

"Maybe we did?"

 

3.....

 

I want to pick and gather all the pretty words for you. They stick in my throat in front of you

 

"C-can you pretend, even just now, that..... you love me too?"

All I could hear for now is the sweet kisses that we're sharing. And All I could feel is the warmth of the kiss.

 

4.....

 

I promise myself, while drinking a glass of water in the morning, to tell you. I will confess what has been on the tip of my tongue tomorrow. You are pretty

 

"hey, can we talk?"

I nodded.

I miss her.

"I'm sorry.. I promised that I'll distance myself but I can't....., I can't breath when you're far away from me."

"let's say that I'm cheesy or what, but I really love you Sinb."

"I decided to leave the country so that I can totally move on, and you can't never see my face again. I just want to say sorry. I hope you can forgive me before I leave" 

"if you can't forgive me, it's okay Sinb, I hope....someday, someday you can." 

 

5.....

 

I can’t take it no more, I’ve got something to say

 

"Stay."

 

6....

 

I can’t take it no more. Right now, I’m gonna try

 

"I want you to stay."

"p-please."

 

7.....

 

I can’t take it no more. I was about to write a letter

 

"w-what do you mean?" 

 

8.....

 

I can’t take it no more. I can’t stand it

 

Isn't obvious that I love you? 

Why did I response to your kisses when I don't like it?

Why did I let you touch me if I hate you?

I love you Sojung.

 

Baby you’re my lady...

 

"I love you Sinb"

 

9....

 

I am running to your heart.

 

Where are you Kim Sojung?  Please I want to see you now, 24 hours passed since the accident happened, are you still alive?

 

10.....

 

Baby I’m almost there

 

"S-sojung"

 

11.....

 

I promise myself, while drinking a glass of water in the morning, to tell you...

 

morning Hwangbi, my babe....I mean @hwangbibabe :))

 

12......

 

Beautiful words like the lines in a movie..

 

Happy 4th monthsary ^_^ 

Happy 4th monthsary too! :) 

 

13...

 

The words I’ve prepared overnight for days

 

Hey, I need to tell you something

What it is? 

 

14... 

 

I want to say them to you tomorrow...

 

I really really really like you <3

You're always saying that every month >.<

 

15....

 

 with my clenched fists, You're pretty

 

Then can I say something else?...can I court you? 

 

16...

 

Does she love me

 

We've been chatting for months and...you're going to court me, you're special for me now but yet I didn't know your real name. Ummm, you didn't know mine too haha. Why we didn't ask this at the first time we chatted? We're too excited to talk our life's story. My real name is Hwang Eunbi. So can I ask your real name? 

 

17...

 

Does she love me not

 

I'm Sojung, Kim Sojung

 

18....

 

I am counting flower petals all day long

 

"it's me"

 

19....

 

Does she love me

 

"you.....you're alive?! How?! When?! Is this real?! How is it possible?!"

 

20...

 

Does she love me not

 

"baby" 

 

21..

 

What will the petals answer to me?

 

"I....l-love you Sojung"  

"I love you too" 

 


Finally, i reached the altar, in 21 seconds, i'm wrong. It'sreally true that we can't predict the future. We can't predict what will happen later, tomorow, or in the other day. You can't predict of a person you will love. You can choose who to love, but in the end you can't, because in the end, you will end up who you're destinied to be. And now i am in that situation, my life became a mess, i was about to commit a suicide before. It's true, that after darkness there will be a light. And my light is here now, standing in front of me

 

"Kim Sojung and Hwwang Eunbi, this two lovers are going to say their vows and their promises for each other, in front of you all. To witness their love for eternity" the priest said

 

"Kim Sojung, I could tell the moment i saw you, you're something special, At first our love is a sin for dating illegaly, for making you my third party. I'm sorry, I felt your pain back then. I don't want to bring the past. I'm just going to say how much i love you today. You deserve to be love, so here i am loving you. Actually....I'm going to be honest, i don't know how can i say how much i love you, words are not enough, even my heart itself. So in the future, i'm not going to promise the i'm going to do my best because sometimes i get tired too, but i l know you're always there to cheer me up. We're going to fix each other, we're going to help each other. Being with you is enough fo me, Youu are more than enough for me. I'm so lucky that God gave me you. I'll promise to be in your side and cheer you up too. I..I love you, that's all i know that i'm feeling ...I don't know what to say anymore" 

 

I stop, i stopped talking, as i felt my body shaking more, my eyes getting blurry and getting hot. I'm worried my makeup would be ruin and Sojung change her mind to marry me. I held back my tears, I held back my breath. I held back everything on what am i feeling right now. I can't let this out yet. 

 

"Hwang Eunbi, Sinb, Soon to be Kim, or soon to be my wife, going to be my wife, you're my wife. I just wanted to say that...you're beautiful. Not only just today but everyday. You're the most beautiful person that i saw, i don't know if you're still a person. Sorry for being cringey or cheesy but bare with it, you're going to hear it everyday starting from now on. I can't explain my feelings. You mean the most to me, are story, it's such a mess but who cares? it's our story. look at where we are now. I'm happy. or more than happy. Just being with you makes me happy. I wanted to say that I'm going to protect and guide you. Promises are meant to be broken so i'm going to show you instead. I'm going to show you what i can do. I won't promise, i hate promises, as much as i hate the word 'babe'. I'm not perfect but i'll try to be one for you, You're perfect you know that? let's just say for me, you're perfect for me. only for me okay?" 

 

I smiled, I can't held back the tears anymore, it's too much to take. I don't know what this tears called. It's more that a tears of joy. It's more that that.

 

She put our wedding ring to my finger and so i did. This is the best moment in my life for now. But i know there will be more best in the future.

 

"You may now kiss the bride" 

 

She slowly leans in, but i can't take it, i wanted to kiss her now. So i lean--more like dive to her lips and tasted her soft strawberry flavored lips. it tooks a while before we broke the kiss. It was magical. It's a magic without being deceitful. It was a naturally magical

 

The crowd cheer for us, including our friends.

 

"I love you Mrs. Kim" She whispeered to me

 

"I love you too" 

 

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I END UP WRITING THIS WHILE WAITING FOR THEIR HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY. I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS EPILOGUE. I USE SEVENTEEN'S PRETTY U LYRICS IN HERE. I WAS LISTENING TO THAT SONG AND HAD AN IDEA TO INCLUDE THE LYRICS HERE, AND SOME FLASHBACKS. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! FINALLY I'VE DONE THIS!!! LET ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS. THIS FIC RECIEVED A LOTS OF LOVE. I'M REALLY THANKFUL ANDI HOPE YOU'LL SUPPORT MY OTHER FICS TOO THANK YOU! NOW, LET'S WAIT AND SUPPORT THE TIME FOR THE MOON NIGHT!!!! ;) 

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Nabong2209 #1
Chapter 38: found this supa dupa cute story of out the blue... and i luuuuuuvvv it so much.. WONB ?
Cucumberbaby
#2
Chapter 38: Kim's family . Im soft :')
LadyRings
#3
Chapter 38: One of the most beautiful story i have read ?
LadyRings
#4
Chapter 35: Dae to the bak
LadyRings
#5
Chapter 27: You have to be kidding
LadyRings
#6
Chapter 24: WOW I'M IN F****ING SHOCK I MEAN HWANG YUNA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? HAHAHAH
LadyRings
#7
Chapter 19: what why when wow bye yuju xddddd
LadyRings
#8
Chapter 13: Oh no.........
cutes_sinbgfriend
#9
Chapter 38: FINALLY ↖(^▽^)↗ congratulation mrss kim #^_^#
Fandom_Gaydom
#10
Chapter 38: My heart is soft :’)