Yerin's POV 

I explained things to Sinb, she fell asleep due to her non stop crying. I can feel the tiredness in her, she is so drained. She's having a lot of pain inside her

"Umm, Miss Jung. Thank you for your visit." 

"It's fine, no need yo thank me...." I look at her waiting for her to say her name "Yewon" she kindly said "Yewon, nice to meet you Yewon." she bowed nicely and I bowed back I leave from the hospital and headed to meet my private investigator 

"You did great" I said with no emotions,  because me too, I'm drain from all of this

"Thank you ma'am" 

"We're going to submit the evidence that you found from Lee Seokmin and arrest him"

He just nodded

"I'll do it now ma'am" he pick up his things and walk away

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Sinb's POV

I woke up from a headache 

I sat up while holding my head due to the pain that I'm feeling 

"S-sinb!" Eunha shouted when she saw me awake 

"I prepared something, you should eat" Eunha said

"I'm not hu-" I flinch on how loud her voice to interrupt me from what I was going to say-- "NO! YOU SHOULD EAT!!" 

"o-okay" 

"I'm going to feed you" she said 

I just nodded because I don't want her to shout out loud to me

Wait, Yuju, she is my sister?--No--my half sister. Yerin explain to me, now I know everything. Why she did all of this, because of me. It's all my fault. If I didn't exist in this world this won't happen. I wish that I didn't exist. I'm born just to be ruin. I hate myself. But....I don't want to become weak, I need to show them that I am strong, I will show to Yuju that she didn't ruin me. I need to be strong

I'm so weak, but I will be strong again. I will stand up from this. I need to fight this pain. There's some people who still care for me, they need me. I still have a reason to live. To continue my life.

"Sinb... I hope you can eat like this from now on" she said happily while looking at the complete empty bowl 

I'm indeed hungry, I just realized that Yuju keep doing that because it can affect me, if I didn't show that I'm not affected from what she's doing, I think it can't went this far. My mind can't handle the lot of messy thoughts, should I be mad at her? She have reasons to act that way to me, I understand her. But she killed people,  not directly but still it's her fault. I should have give her a chance, why? Because yes I still love her, it's not easy to unlove remember?.  I hope that I can love and respect her as my sister. Not now but maybe someday, someday.

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"I'm happy that you're back again Sinb" 

"I'm not here to work, I'm just going to give you this"--- I handed a letter to her--- "that's my resignation letter" I'm not looking directly into Yerin's eyes

"What?! You're resigning?!" she stood up from her big black chair with her eyes wide

I nodded and I look down

"Why?" she said, calm, not a rising tone

"I.....I need some air to think ma'am. I need time and space, I think I can't  do work for now. That's why I'm resigning. I hope you can understand me, ma'am"

"Of.....course. I understand,  you went through a lot of things at the same time, you need a break Hwang" she said softly, I can feel her concern from her voice. Why is she being this nice to me after what happened? 

"Are you sure? I'll sign this if your mind is fixed" now she doesn't want me to leave, unlike before being rude to me, like she doesn't want me being her secretary

"My mind is fixed ma'am, I have plans too after this" I said, I don't want this to take longer

"Okay, but we need to talk some things before you totally leave" she said while signing my resignation letter

I nodded 

"I hope you can take the air and space that you want Hwang, I hope that if it happens that I see you again, I hope that you're back to your normal self and it's nice if you're going to feel more better" she said smiling

I was about to leave but she said something making me stop

"and....thank you for loving my cousin even just a short amount of time, and..thank you for being a nice secretary even if I'm cold and rude towards you, I'm sorry Hwang, I hope you can forget my attitude back then, I just have my personal reasons" I was about to continue to walk but she talk again

"but don't worry, it's nothing have to do with you, it's just about...Yuju" I turned around when I heard that name, the name that I love the most before, now the name that I really hate

"what about.....Yuju?" I hesitate to ask since she said it's a personal reason

"i-i hate you back then because you two are together right?" she fidget her hands, it's obvious that she's nervous and I'm getting more curious 

I just look at her waiting for her to continue 

"and.... We knew each other back then when we're kids." she's looking down, but I can still see that her eyes are watery

"I...I'm in love with her that's why....I'm so jealous for the both of you back then, I'm sorry." she said while looking down, and she's so sincere

It's funny how love works, with wrong timings

"It's fine ma'am, I can understand. We're done and besides she's my sister and she's the one who killed your cousin, I have nothing to do with her. I know it's not that fast to unloved her even if she did a lot of wrong doings, but if the the time comes and you can forgive her...I hope that you can take care of her, the care that I didn't have a chance show to her and the hurt that she doesn't deserve. I can understand why she did all of that, because of love, love for her mother. So..I hope she can love you back too and take care of you. I'll take my leave ma'am"  I leave at her office and I headed home

This is the right time for me to move on, and to make myself to be a better person from the pain that I felt, I need to continue my life. And i hope that I can forgive and love again someday. Someday, the time if I'm ready. Ready to accept her, to accept my half sister. And to love, to love someone again, the right person for me

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TIME TO MOVE ON, SINB. I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER!!!!