When have cute boy waving his hand to me you must said 'Don't look at him!' but why ? and you brought me to other path not to the canteen but to the hall . Why your face always look like a boring person , your eyes show u looks so serious and you look so snob ,why? ahhh, why he holding my wrist so tight ? it hurts

. He bought me to a place that no people , suddenly you said I use to come to this place with my best friend Krystal and Hyeri ....." I interrupted his word " You mean Krystal?Krystal that same class with us ?"

L smile and continue his word "let's sit over there . Yeah that krystal is the person that we talking about now . Hyeri is Krystal cousin. Before this We three is the really best friend but all of that disappear in one second . I still remember that I'm going to a shop to buy Hyeri a present for her birthday . After I buying it and done wrap it , I'm walking out the shop and I said I'n my heart I'm ready to tell Hyeri about my feeling to her . I walk so happy and only I know how happy I am . I stop at the flower shop to buy some white roses. It's look so fresh...."

"...When I'm on my way to Hyeri house I got a call from Krystal that Hyeri was in emergency . She's in critical . I'm rushing to hospital . when I arrive at the hospital I see the flower seems not fresh like I buy . When I arrive at  emergency room I saw Krystal crying and she coming to me and push me down . She said that I'm the one who make Hyeri die . But I didn't know why , Krystal told to get out from the hospital . Since on that day she not talking to me again . hmm that's my story . I'm sorry to let you hear it but when I come here it always bring back the old memories "

L only Smile after he said but he put he face out from me cause he don't want me to see he cry . "haha It's okay . I will be good if you let what you feel in your heart . erm , Myungsoo-shii ?" "urmm, ne?" "Can we go to canteen now ? I'm starving hehe" with big eyes L answer "Oh ! bian!! let's go to canteen , you big tummy;D' what big tummy? hurmm

After we have buy all the dish that to eat and finding our seat and done eating , I'm asking L about the boy that waving his hand on me .

*dialogue*

Me:urm L-shii who is the boy that waving his hand one me?

L: who?

me: The one that waving to me then you say ignore him .

L: ahhh you mean that TRANSFER student from Japan? I warn you better get away from him !

Me: why?

* L face changes*

L: Cause I don't like he be nice with you !

Me: ermm, Okay I'll be more secure when he around m.....

L stand up and leave me alone . when I'm finish washing my hand I try to catch up but I didn't found he already lost from my sight . I try to find L for second time but I still didn't found him . I'm lost now in this big school.

-End of Chapter 4-