Epilogue: The Beginning

Across Time

“Are you sweating?”

Ryeowook slapped Kyuhyun’s shoulder. “Shut up. I’m nervous! This is serious.”

The latter snickered, poking Ryeowook’s red cheek. “What are you nervous about? It’s just us. It’s what we’ve always been doing.” He pressed the palm of his hand against the shorter man’s jaw, along his cheekbone gently. “We’re just doing something that’s been a long time coming.”

Taking a deep breath, Ryeowook exhaled and slumped slightly. He knew there was nothing to be scared of. They were sitting in their apartment, on their couch, on a regular Saturday night. There was no pressure and no cameras and no ocean of trauma to separate them.

“Don’t you think we’re lucky?” Ryeowook suddenly asked, twirling the pen slowly between his fingers as he stared down at the document. “I…didn’t tell you, but I met him recently.”

“Who?” Kyuhyun cocked his head, wrapping an arm around the other man’s waist. He leaned into him, resting his head against Ryeowook’s shoulder.

“I guess recently isn’t a good word,” he mumbled, eyes unfocused, “it was quite a few years ago, but I just never forgot the look on his face. Well, your face.”

“A visit from the future me?” he prompted, surprise coloring his voice. “What did he want?”

Ryeowook frowned. “It was about second chances. I told him if it was me, I would’ve given him the second chance, but…,” he trailed off, shaking his head. “I don’t even know why I’m thinking about this right now.”

“Well, it’s part of their timeline too.”

“What do you mean?”

Kyuhyun sat up, running his fingers idly up and down Ryeowook’s side. “I mean that we’ve diverged a lot from each other’s timelines, and even our meeting was different. But this one moment, although I bet it’s different looks wise—it’s still the same exact event they shared.”

Ryeowook glanced at his partner. “Do you think we’re making a mistake? It seems like nothing went right for them. This especially didn’t go right.” He tapped the paper between them.

“It wasn’t the paper’s fault,” Kyuhyun rolled his eyes, leaning over to press a light kiss against the man’s throat. He smiled at the slight jolt it sent through Ryeowook’s body. Hugging him suddenly, he pulled Ryeowook into his lap. “I don’t think they regretted trying to love each other. Just like you and me. No matter what happens to us, I will never regret loving you.”

“When did you become such a softie?”

Kyuhyun just chuckled, kissing away the tears that slid down Ryeowook’s cheeks. “You were patient. You made me love you. You cook good food, too.” He laughed harder as the smaller man elbowed him.

Sliding off Kyuhyun’s lap, Ryeowook leaned back over the documents. Tracing Kyuhyun’s signature with his eyes, he resolved himself. There was only one thing missing from the papers.

It was all on him.

He pressed the pen down, swiftly signing off in each box. As he finished the last signature, he released a held breath. Looking up at Kyuhyun, he couldn’t stop the growing smile. “After eight years of friendship, we’ve finally done it, huh?”

Kyuhyun brushed his fingers through Ryeowook’s hair, dark eyes glowing warmly. “Yeah. Thank you for marrying me.”

 

 

***

 

 

The building was made up of three floors in one of the many skyscrapers of Shanghai. Rent was fair for the location, and thus far, they had been making more than ends meet. Kyuhyun was rather surprised by the success. Who would’ve thought the Chinese music market would be interested in Korean singers?

“Mr. Cho, here’s the mail.”

He looked up, nodding his thanks at the secretary. Shuffling through the envelopes, he paused at a light blue, square one. There was no sender address. Setting the rest of the letters down, he slid his finger along the seam of little blue envelope, tearing the seal.

Tugging out a cream-colored card, he flipped it open. There was only one sentence. No signature. But he knew who it was.

Let’s fall in love again in another lifetime.

Kyuhyun kissed the card, a smile on his lips.

 

 

.End.

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simjang #1
Chapter 17: OMG this is so beautiful. Their journeys of learning are so good. I wished for another ending for the other kyuwook because I really thought they deserved a second chance and they were already on their way to that. But still, this story is so so so good. 😭💙👍
akemi59
#2
Chapter 17: I remember reading this on ao3 and makes me cry a bucket. Rereading this here didn't change that. Your story are really really good. Too bad they didn't get back together but maybe this is the best ending for both of them.
Katalex_
#3
Chapter 17: I knew I should never read any of your writings without a steady emotions. Now there's a gap in my heart. Thank you....
jyuu_25
#4
Chapter 17: you don't know how much tears I shed while reading this. the scenarios are heavy. really. If I happened to be in kyuhyun or Ryeowook shoes, I really don't know what to do. maybe it's the best happy ending for them.
aishlinnharu
#5
Chapter 11: Wow. I can't believe I was crying for this chapter! TT_TT
"Losing you in one lifetime is more than enough"
Aww that sentence pierced my heart.
capturemyhearts
#6
Chapter 17: I actually stumbled upon this story on AO3 and went in not expecting much. Oh boy I was wrong. This was an emotional rollercoaster from start to finish, and the ending hit me. Hard. Obviously we would want both of them to get a happy ending in both timelines, but that wouldn't be very realistic after all that they went through and it wouldn't have the impact that you worked so hard to craft. It's absolutely gorgeous, I adored every word. Can I just say I love your writing? This is one of the best Kyuwook fics I've read in a long time after getting back into the fandom. I've actually read your stories way back in 2013 but never really had the courage to type up a comment here, but this was so absolutely fantastic and I loved it so much, I read it in one sitting. Thank you so much for writing this fic <3
fionatwf
#7
Chapter 18: Hi! I’m an old reader and I’ve read almost all of your stories. When you stopped updating, I left AFF as well and I occasionally check if you have anymore updates, and I’m delighted to see that you have! Thank you so much for this amazing story! I feel like I can relate to it personally because my relationship is kind of a mess and I can really feel the pain when reading the story from Ryeowook’s perspective. That is really good writing that is beyond fanfic level already imo. The amount of depth to this story, the sense of loss and regret, it’s very realistic and I can feel the emotions rolling off the characters. The closure at the end and how some people can’t be together despite their love for each other is so real... can’t help but be sad about the ending because sometimes no matter how people change, you can’t undo the past, and what’s done is done. It was a great pleasure reading your stories and I hope to see you write again in the future! All the best for everything that’s going on in your life now, and hope you have a good year ahead!
Annroy89 #8
Chapter 17: Definitely one of the better kyuwook Fics I’ve read in a long time, the way the past ,present and futures selves met,communicated and slowly managed to change for the better and redefine the meaning of their love for each other over the ages really moves me and stirs up all the right feels in me. Thank you!
SJ_ELF_1513
#9
Chapter 18: I cried, omg so I think this fic is very very very well written and the plot is amazing, I would’ve never had the imagination to ever be able to write this. The ending for the young couple from the past is a happy one (I wish I could see more of their development) and although the ending for the present couple is also a happy one, I just wish there was more~ ahhh I’m being selfish >.< but all in all, i loved it and I wouldn’t change a thing
DamayantiRuth_1508
#10
Chapter 17: THIS STORY IS REALLY GREAT AND I'M BEING HONEST NOW! ^^
I REALLY ENJOY EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER :)
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS!!!
*winks