To B,

I remember asking you for the explanation. I gathered every courage I had in my body to ask you that question, I would like to stop confusing myself so I did.

I was hopeful, I was hoping for an us yet you told me that you just can't give back the feelings.

"I can give you back the feelings but I don't want to be committed and engage in a new responsibility,"  you said.

I was broken-no, it was more than that. I was shattered.

All those feelings I invested in you for three years suddenly went down the drain and I can't help but clutch my chest just to stop myself from crying so hard.

You told me you don't want to lose a friend like me. I know, I understand.

I understand everything but why would you show motives if your only goal is to make me confused?

You thought I was angry, you thought I hated you but no, I was only broken so I told you to stop talking to me, to stop being friends with me, to stop communicating.

You told me that he still wanted to be friends with me despite everything.

Yet, I forced myself to walk away...slowly.