To B,

I could still remember how we would always talk about everything after that summer training, I still remmeber waking up to your messages. I was surprised but most of all, I was grateful.

I remember you asked me about symptoms of pregnancy, how your best friend showed signs of being one. You were nervous that her future would be in a haste and I admire you for caring about your friends too much.

We talked about everything and I was falling and falling and falling deeper and deeper.

One day, we chanced upon jokes and I joked about the seashore. I still remember how you replied with "Your joke makes me cry." and so, as a joke, I told you I liked you.

I still remember how you told me to confess to you but I told you I could never confess to anyone, yet you insisted.

I know that you knew that I liked you back in Seventh Grade yet you know that I liked you for only a short amount of time. You did not know that from the beginning and unil now, you're the only one.

I remember how I confessed and I remember the pain when you left me on seen that day.