since that day, jongdae's always tried to be at my side.

i don't dislike it, i'm glad he's there for me.

but sometimes i wish it was you.

that's expected, though, isn't it?

in some ways, jongdae can remind me of you.

i don't really know how to explain it.

guess it goes to show why you two were always so close.

you're alike.

then again, you're both your own person.

you have your differences.

that's okay, too.

will i be able to be with you again, like i am with jongdae now?