i remember how distraught jongin was,

when you got into that accident.

he loved dancing with you.

but you can't dance anymore.

you can't walk.

you can't run.

it hurts me so much.

that maybe one day, you will wake up.

and you'll find out what's happened.

i don't want to think about it too much.

i just hope you won't cry when you find out. 

i hate seeing you cry.