your eyes quivered again.

and i stared at you, your eyes still moving.

jongdae had his arm around my shoulders.

i think he saw your eyes quiver too.

there was a glint of hope in his eyes.

hope that his best friend would awake. 

but again, you didn't.

i cried into the crook of jongdae's neck.

he told me that he was here.

he wasn't going to leave me.

like hell he'd do that, he said.

then, right in front of your sleeping body, he kissed my lips.

and i let him.

a part of me wanted you to wake and tell him to stay away from me.

but another part wanted jongdae to keep kissing me.