i listen to some songs you've recorded sometimes.

your voice always has a way of calming me.

i'm glad that has never changed. 

i hope it'll stay like that, after you wake up.

even if the hope i had for you is thinning out, the small amount i have left keeps me going.

jongdae's kind and hopeful words do that too.

but i know that you probably will never see the light of day again.

you'll never love flowers as much as you did.

you'll never compose another song.

i'll never see you play guitar again.

they're all possible.

but i can hope they won't happen, right?