your eyes didn't open.

sure your hand moved a little.

but you didn't wake up.

i broke down in tears, wanting to scream.

i held your hand tighter.

i cried a lot.

i was so sure you would've woke. 

jongdae came in just on time.

he took me in his arms, just like you would.

he rocked me back and forth, running his hands through my hair.

he was warm.

i let go of your hand, so i could grip his shirt, instead of crushing your hand. 

i hoped you'd wake.

but maybe there's just no point.