'' What are you saying Chaerin? '' My father asked with a frown and calm scary voice

'' I... I...a-am... '' I stuttered and I couldn't form anything. I was seriously on the verge of breaking down 

'' I just asked you a question... Answer! '' he said once again using that terrifying calm voice 

'' I... am pr-pregnant '' I said swallowing a sob 

Once the room was quiet, I looked down and trying to calm my breath or else I would be crying rivers... Jiyong was sitting next to me and I am sure he was more frightened than he was a moment ago... 

'' I... I am really sorry for what happened, sir. I didn't mean for things to be this way-'' he started but dad stopped him and stood from his seat. 

Harin who was sitting next to me held my hand. 

'' Did I raise you like this? Huh? Did I raise to go out and get pregnant like that!! Did I send you to school so you can go and play around! Answer me Lee Chaerin! '' He voice was getting louder each time and I flinched in fear. 

'' Yeobo! Calm down, please!  '' My mother urged 

'' How do you want me to?! While this young lady here came to me and proudly said she's pregnant before she's even married and at 21!! '' he continued shouting 

'' I know but we can't fix this with shouting and screaming '' my mother reasoned 

'' There's no way to fix this! '' he said back with anger that I've never seen before 

'' Appa, I am sure Unnie didn't mean for this to happen. Besides, she and Jiyong Oppa are getting married so everything will be okay. We all do mistake sometimes '' Harin said softly while on the other hand, I was too shocked to utter a word... I've never seen my father this angry 

''  Mr.Lee, please listen to me '' Jiyong begged pain and fear evident in his voice 

'' I won't listen to all the crap you're telling me ''

'' Yeobo!! '' 

''  Sir, I really really love your daughter and I am ready to die for her and my child. I know you're worried about your daughter right now but please trust that I'll always take care of her. Once we graduate, I'll take my position in my father's company and- '' Jiyong started to reason but dad was glaring at him as if he wanted to kill him then he held his hand up. 

'' Enough. I fell like I am going to have a heart attack if you stayed here for longer '' he said boring holes into Jiyong's eyes then he turned to me '' Never in my whole life that I thought you'd shame me like this. I was your friend just like I was your father and I gave you my trust but look at what you did. You shamed this family enough. And I am not ready for more '' he said and my face went pale and I felt like my soul left my body because I somehow saw what was coming. 

'' Appa, please don't this... Appa!! '' Harin cried 

'' Leave this house Chaerin. I don't want to see you because every time I will, I will be reminded of what you did. Leave, get married, have a child, do whatever you want... I don't care anymore '' he finally said with finality 

I couldn't think straight, I was breathing hard and I felt like I would faint. Jiyong stood and was about to talk to him but I held his hand and shook my head. I was holding my abdomen because it hurt so much. 

'' Please, just take me away from here '' I said in weak barely audible voice. 

Dad then left and I felt my whole world crumble. I just lost my father... he'll never forgive me... just the idea made me fell sick and unable to speak... 

Harin came to me and hugged me '' Unnie, don't worry okay? He's just angry and emotional and once he'll calm he'll forgive you. You know he loves you so much and can't live without you '' she said 

'' Chaerin, your father is just being blinded by his anger, once it'll go away. I am sure he'll go back at what he said. Okay, baby? '' my mother added as she caressed my cheek, then she turned to Jiyong '' I don't know exactly what your relationship with my daughter is but please take care of her? do you understand? ''

Jiyong immediately nodded '' Don't tell me about it. And please, I am really sorry again for what happened. I really didn't mean for things to be this way Mrs.Lee '' he said bowing his head 

'' I know. My Chaerin wouldn't do something like this, that's why we're taken aback and... hurt. But she's still our daughter, and no matter what she'll remain like that and we'll always love her. Her father, just a little bit more attached to her, that's all '' she said sweetly but I couldn't think like her, all that was in my mind was that my father hated me 

'' J-jiyong, take m-me from h-here  '' I muttered and he quickly came to me and held my hand circling his other arm around me. 

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'' Chaerin, babe please, you have to eat. If not for your it's for the baby '' Jiyong begged, trying to make me eat whatever food that he was holding 

'' Leave me alone! '' I shouted. He's been at my head trying to make me eat for at least half an hour and no matter how much I said no, he still insisted. 

'' Hunchae, please don't do this! '' he added then he moved the plate and came and sat on the bed next to me. 

He held me and brought me closer to him and hugged me tightly. I rested my head on his shoulder and all the tears I've been holding came out. 

'' Shh, please don't cry, it's breaking my heart seeing you crying like this, '' he said with his hands caressing my hair 

'' My father hates me Jiyong... he thinks of me as a shame '' I told him sobbing 

'' He doesn't hate you... he's just angry ''

I shook my head vigorously '' No, he hates me! Didn't you see the way he looked at me... he... he never looked at me like that '' 

Jiyong held my chin and made me look at him. He looked back with a pained expression that made me feel even worse. Then, he closed the gap between us and kissed me softly. It was so sweet and so sensual. Eventually, we moved apart but he rested his forehead on mine and held me closer. 

''  I am really sorry Hunchae... I am so so sorry... it's all my fault... I shouldn't have brought here that night while I was feeling like this... I should've found another way to have you back... '' he said hoarsely and