Jiyong pov: 

I've been trying to find Chaerin for the past two days. My mind is going crazy and I can't function normally. After I didn't find her in my apartment, I called her for like a hundred time, she didn't pick up and then it turned off. Every bad thought came to my mind and I found myself driving to her house. But she wasn't even there and her mother told me she was staying at Dara's. 

And from there I headed to Dara's house but still Chaerin wasn't there. I thought Dara was lying and hiding her inside so she let me in to check by myself. So she lied to her parents...

 I searched everywhere I could think of but it was like she vanished. I was still having hope to see her at uni since she would never dare to miss Mr.Hwang class but she did it. And that's when my body and my mind were alarmed. What if she decided to run away? What if she left the country? she would do that to punish me... but what if... what if she did something to our baby? she wouldn't do that, right?... oh god, if something like that happened I would never forgive myself... 

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'' Still didn't find her? '' I asked Seungri the moment he sat at the table while we were eating in the university's cafeteria.

'' No... ''  

'' I am sure we'll find her, don't worry '' Youngbae said as he patted my shoulder

'' Yeah, besides it's been just a couple of days, I am sure she'll be back soon '' Seung Hyun added 

Just then Daesung came running '' Chae... Chaerin... '' he stuttered as he tried to catch his breath

'' What about Chaerin? '' I asked him not caring about his state 

''  She's in the library with Dara and Bom '' he finally said and before he could even finish, I was already running there. 

I just barge in there and started looking for her and once I found her, I immediately walked to her and took her hand to dragged her with me. Not once caring about the students that were staring at us and whispering or the old lady who works in the library who told us to keep quiet. 

As soon as were away from the people's view, I stopped. Chaerin immediately shook her hand out of mine and yelled. 

'' Yah! What do you think you're doing?! Have you lost your mind? '' She was yelling like a mad woman but all I did was hug her. I can tell she was shocked because she froze and stopped talking. 

'' I went crazy when I didn't find you '' I told her honestly but I was caught off guards when she forcefully used both of her hands and pushed me away from her. 

'' Why? Last time I checked you didn't care '' she said in an angry tone

'' I... About that day... '' I started but she cut me off

'' Don't worry about it, I already took care of everything by myself '' she announced and I felt as if someone just poured cold water over my head

'' W-what? w-what d-did you d-do? '' I stuttered afraid to heard something I may not like 

'' You didn't care when I told you so you have no right to ask me that. I just did what I wanted just like you told me '' she continued and for a minute, I felt like I am gonna fall on the ground. Oh god! She didn't abort the baby, did she? 

'' Please tell me you didn't do anything to our baby '' I pleaded as I looked at her and she seemed surprised with my reaction

'' Why do you care now? huh? '' she asked '' I just helped you get rid of the responsibility '' she chuckled then glared at me '' When things got serious you run away, just like years ago. So I made it easier for you '' 

'' Years ago? what are you talking about? '' I asked confused. I didn't understand a word she said 

''  it, Jiyong. I won't buy this act. Long story short, I don't want your help in anything, I took care of everything myself '' She added then turned away to leave but I was quicker and held her wrist. 

'' What did you mean by years ago? what are you talking about? '' I insisted 

She groaned '' I won't let you fool me, just let me go '' she shouted

'' Answer me! '' I shouted back and held her tighter until she whimpered

'' You just a stupid sick ! You always run away when things start to get serious. You did it when we were in high school and you did it now '' she yelled and successfully pulled her hand away 

'' What the are you talking about? ''

'' Back in high school. That night when you invited me to your house, I actually came earlier to surprise you but you surprised me '' she started '' I thought that since I am staying in Korea maybe things between us would get serious, I was so stupid to even dream that we had a future. Because the moment I stepped in that house, all my expectations crushed down '' she continued and I was even more confused since I didn't have a clue on what she was talking about 

'' I heard you talking with your sister. Was I just a toy for you to have fun? huh? '' she asked raising her voice '' I thought we had something but it turned that only me was the one who took things seriously because obviously, it was nothing to you. It wasn't serious and