'' Chae what do you think? '' Bom asked 

'' Chaerin? '' Dara added 

'' Huh? what? '' I finally answered them 

Bom put aside the menu and turned to look at me. It has been two days since I went to the doctor where she told me I was pregnant. I was shocked that I didn't make any reaction, she kept talking to me for a few minutes and then I left. During these two days, I never slept and I barely ate. 

It was obvious that something was wrong but I never cared to explain so my two friends and my sister decided to take me out for lunch. But I couldn't even focus all that was in my mind where facts and unanswered questions. 

'' Seriously, Lee Chaerin, what's the wrong with you? At first, you've been acting so weird and now you're barely talking and your mind is always somewhere else  '' Bom complained, she was right. If I was in her place I would get angry.

'' Why aren't you telling us anything? Obviously, there is something so just tell us maybe we can help you '' Dara assured me as she held my hand. 

'' Yes, unnie, even mom, and dad started to notice that  '' Harin added 

Mom and dad... oh, crap! How am I gonna explain this to my parents! , I am even more screwed now! 

'' Can we just leave now? '' I requested 

'' What? but we haven't eaten anything?! '' Bom whined and could tell that my sister was about to say the same thing 

''  Please, I don't want to stay here '' I insisted '' Or you can stay and I will leave, I don't want to ruin your lunch '' I added and stood to leave but I was surprised when the three girls also stood. 

'' We're not leaving you alone. Let's go to my place, my family is out of town so we can talk freely '' Bom said and the other two nodded 

'' I seriously don't know what I would have done without you '' I said and hugged Bom. I was sure people were looking at me and thinking I was crazy or something 

'' You're seriously crazy, why are you crying? '' Harin asked. I didn't even notice that I was crying. It must be the hormones... 

I just shrugged and headed to the door. The road to Bom's house was silent but the moment we entered the house. They all bombarded me with their questions. 

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'' You're WHAT?! '' Harin shouted at the top of her voice.I would have done worse if I was her '' When? and who's the father? '' she added 

'' It's Jiyong's baby, isn't it? '' Dara asked and that caught my sister's attention 

'' Jiyong as in Kwon Jiyong? '' she questioned 

I couldn't even speak and just nodded my head. 

'' Oh ! You're crazy '' I know... 

Weirdly enough, Bom remained quiet which made me curious. But before I could ask her she spoke

'' I knew this would happen actually '' 

'' What? '' 

'' How? '' 

Dara and Harin asked, '' Well I just wasn't sure. I mean there's always a possibility of getting pregnant while sleeping with someone and since Chaerin was a , I don't think you've ever thought about protection so I was always worried if you may get pregnant '' she explained and I kept quiet. 

'' Now what happened has already happened. The question is, what will you do? '' Dara asked

'' Yeah, what will you say to mom and dad? '' Harin added 

'' That's not important '' Bom interrupted and the three of us looked at her 

'' Then what is? '' 

'' You should talk to Jiyong first. He's the first one who you should talk to and then find a solution '' she cleared. I've never in my life found Bom's words more logical than that day. 

'' He doesn't have to know, I will take care of this myself '' I announced and Harin palmed her face

'' How the hell will you do that? huh? '' she shouted '' Can you have a baby by yourself? will be able to handle that? what will you tell your parents? and how will you hide it from Jiyong? In the end, I am sure he'll now '' she continued 

'' Harin is right, Chae. You have to tell Jiyong. Even if you chose to not have the baby, he has to know. Maybe he wants it, you'll never know until you talk to him. '' Dara muttered

'' He has to know either way. It's his right as the father to know. And if you didn't tell him then I would. This is not just about you, it's also about him and your child '' Bom stated.

Your child... my child... our child... 

It was just too much for me, so I ended up crying. The girls were all taken aback but then they started to cheer me up. However, before I made my leave home, Bom stopped me and told me once again that I should talk to Jiyong as fast as possible. 

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I finally decided to tell Jiyong, however, once I did so it was like he disappeared from the whole school. Even his four friends weren't there. I waited and looked for them everywhere, but nothing. Bom even tried to talk to Seung Hyun but he didn't answer. 

I had to tell him as fast as I can so we can get this over with before it's too late. That's why on Saturday afternoon, I found myself standing in front of the door of his apartment.  Just please be here... 

I ringed the bell and waited for the door to be open. A minute after, the door opened but it wasn't Jiyong. It was Seungri, who happened to also be my cousin.

'' Chae? '' He asked surprised to why I showed up at his best friend's house 

'' Is Jiyong here? '' I asked

'' Who is it? '' Jiyong called from the living room before Seungri could answer. 

I walked past him and went to the living room. Jiyong was there with the rest of his friends. He was laying the couch while they were sitting. From the look on their faces, I could tell that they were more than surprised to see me. Even seeing us together is weird so what would they do if they knew what we did, I thought to myself.

'' Chaerin? '' Jiyong asked as he stood and his friends were stunned that he stood. Is there something wrong with him? '' Why are you here? '' he added 

'' We have to talk '' I said and looked at the boys '' Alone '' 

'' We were leaving anyway '' Youngbae said first and stood

'' We had something to do '' Seung Hyun added 

'' What? what something? '' Daesung asked his friends obviously confused since they clearly made things out but Seungri quickly came and dragged him out with him

'' Take care of yourselves, bye! '' He said and then left. 

The house was quiet for a minute until Jiyong spoke. 

'' So? '' he started 

'' Actually, I wanted... '' I said but I couldn't finish. God! This is harder than I thought 

'' You wanted?... '' he repeated after me 

'' About that night... '' I added and I could see his brows furrow

'' That night? Now you wanna talk about that night? Weren't you the one who suggested that we never talk about that night and that is was all a mistake? '' he asked and I could sense that he was a little angry. But why? '' Whatever you're going to say just save to yourself, I don't- '' 

'' I am pregnant '' I interrupted him but he continued talking but after a few seconds he stopped and stared at me

'' What did you say? '' he asked 

'' I said I am preg-nant! '' I repeated. I am normally a cold-blooded person so I don't get agitated fast but because of these stupid hormones, I was starting to lose my temper with how thick-headed he was being.

'' What do you mean? '' he questioned and I was ready to kill him. How many times does he want me to repeat it?!

''' What's so hard to understand? '' I answered irritated '' I am pregnant! '' I shouted at him. 

He stopped moving and talking, I think he even stopped breathing as the words echoed in his ears and from his facial expression I could tell he was trying to proceed what I was saying. What the most person he hates was saying. 

'' ! '' he muttered lowly but I heard him

'' Yeah,  '' I said back and messed my hair. This is so messed up and him acting so dumb isn't helping!! 

'' Why are you telling me this? '' he suddenly said and I looked at him wide-eyed 

'' You're kidding, right? Obviously, I didn't make this alone so I won't be the only one who will suffer '' I replied angrily 

'' How do I know if this baby is mine? '' he said smirking. 

He didn't just say that! 

Slap! 

'' You know so damn that nobody touched me but you, so don't you dare ing play with me '' I yelled and started to feel the tears threatening to fall. 

What he said was just too much. Even though he was a stupid , he shouldn't have said that. What did you expect from a coward like him? You know very well that he's never serious, don't you remember what he did before? A voice inside scolded me. 

'' Whether you like it or not, we're in this together until we find a solution '' I told him and glared at him with a cold expression

'' Do whatever you want, this isn't my problem '' he answered and started walking away. I was too shocked with what I heard that the moment I realized he was moving, he was already out of the house. 

'' Yah! Kwon Jiyong! '' I shouted but to no avail.

How could he do this? I thought that maybe after all these years, he'll be responsible for once but I gue