It has already been a day and Jun still has not woken up. Every body was getting worried about her and whether or not she would still wake up. No one has left the hospital since yesterday but their parents went back home to get them some clean clothes and some snacks to eat. Youngmin and Jun's mom have especially been worried about Jun not waking up yet. 

"Youngmin, you should go and rest" Jun's mom said. Youngmin hasn't left Jun's side ever since they arrived to the hospital. 

"But I want to stay with her" Youngmin said not taking his eyes of her.

"Youngmin, what would you think she would say if she saw you like this? Don't you think she would blame herself more?" Jun's mom said, she did make a point in Youngmin's opinion. 

"Ok auntie but please tell me when she wakes up" Youngmin replied before leaving. Jun's mom smiled and sat down on the seat Youngmin just vacated.  She was glad that her daughter was finally stable and was breathing properly the only thing making her worried now is if she would wake up or not. Jun's mom held Jun's hand and her knuckles, she would always do this whenever she was feeling shy or scared.

"Never thought it would happen again" Jun's mom said. She felt scared when she got Yongmin's text, she thought she would lose her daughter but when she found out that they weren't to late all hope came back.

"I'm glad your safe. Don't scare me like that ever again" Jun's mom said as she Jun's knuckles. She was about to fall asleep but she felt Jun's hand twitch.

"...... Mom....? Jun asked as she slowly opened her eyes.

"Thank God your awake!" Jun's mom praised.

"Where am I? What happened?"

"Youongmin brought you here and you bought a brownie and it had peanuts in it" Her mom replied her.

"No! I can't see him yet, I just can't. Please mom tell them to go" Jun begged. She was still scared of what Youngmiin's reaction or expression will be when they finally she each other face to face.

"I think it's time you talk to him Jun" She said.

"But..." Jun wasn't able to finish.

"If it wasn't for him you wouldn't be here any more." Jun's mom said. Jun couldn't help but look away, her mom had a point. If it wasn't for him then she knew she would be dead already. Jun wanted to go and hide already but then she also thought about dying, will everything be better if she just disappeared.

"Can I just die or hide for the rest of my life?" Jun asked.

"Why would you say something like that?!" It was Youngmin. He heard what she said when he opened the door to her room.

"Youngmin......" Jun said and her tears started to fall again.

"I'll leave you guys alone. Youngmin please be gentle with her" Jun's mom said before leaving the two of them alone. Youngmin approached Jun's bed and sat down on the chair Jun's mom vacated. Jun didn't bother looking at Youngmin when he sat down. 

"Jun I just want to know why?" Youngmin said and held her hand. She was trying to pull her hand away but Youngmin wouldn't let go. She was still looking away but she had more tears streaming down her face. Youngmin couldn't take it any more, so he stood up and pulled Jun into a hug. She tried to pull away but Youngmin held her tight and wouldn't let her go no matter what she tried to do. Jun gave up struggling and just let all her tears flow, she didn't care if it stained his shirt She let everything out, all the emotions she has been keeping inside where all let out in her tears. Youngmin didn't like seeing Jun like this, it broke his heart to see her so broken.

"I.....wanterd......to.....st-ay......but......it...f-f-f-fe-lt....so....w-w-w-r-o-n-g" Jun tried to speak as clearly as possible but she couldn't and just tried to speak  in between her sobs. Even if it wasn't a concrete answer Youngmin was able to understand how Jun really felt. 

"But it doesn't. It feels right to have you here, just like how it is for Anna and Kwangmin. You were never a mistake in the beginning" Youngmin replied. He placed a kiss on her forehead and continued on her hair, trying his best to comfort her as much as possible. Jun couldn't stop crying, no matter what she did Youngmin still accepted her. She couldn't figure out how she was able to get a guy like him, so understanding and caring. Youngmin didn't let her go at all, he just held her and her hair the whole time. Jun eventually fell asleep in his arms due to exhaustion from all her crying. Youngmin slowly placed her back down and pulled the covers up. He decided to go out and tell her mom everything was alright. 

Jun's mom was worried the whole entire time Youngmin was inside with Jun. She sat down with a cup of coffee in her hands but she didn't bother drinking it at all. She was along till  Youngmin's mom came with fresh clothes for him. She saw Jun's mom sitting outside and looking very worried. 

"What's wrong?" Youngmin's mom asked.

"Youngmin is inside with Jun and I don't know how its going" She replied. Youngmin's mom almost dropped the things she was holding when Jun's mom said that. She immediately sat down next to her and placed all the things on the chair next to her and held her hand.

"Don't worry I don't think Youngmin will do anything bad." She said. Before Jun's mom could answer Youngmin stepped out of the room, he looked a bit tired but also he seemed to be happy.

"Youngmin, is she okay?" Jun's mom asked.

"Ya she is, she's just sleeping." He replied with a smile on his face.

"So...? How did it go?" His mom asked.

"We cleared things out already" Youngmin replied. He saw the things his mom had brought and looked through for some clothes for him to change into. He got them and left for the restroom which was down the hall. Jun's mom and Youngmin's mom decided to go inside the room and check on Jun. When they saw how peaceful Jun was, the two of them couldn't help but smile. 

Thank you for reading!!