Unease

Smudges
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Ever since that night, things became so much natural between the two of you. Kissing became a daily occurrence though most of the time your only audience was the 4 walls of your house. Both of you finally decided to make the decision to share a bed and the study room which used to be your room went to back to serving its original purpose. Sometimes both of you would lie out on the balcony and stargaze. Tonight seemed like one of those

With the twinkling stars as witnesses, Johnny finally made his long awaited confession.

“When the contract ends, I’m going to marry you again.”

“Really?”

“Definitely. I already have everything planned out. We’re going to redo the wedding ceremony, probably do it overseas? We could go back to Hong Kong.”

Johnny went on through the night listing out his ideal wedding, everything that ranged from the cakes to the details of your dress. You listened to him with rapt attention, soaking up his words. As he went on and on, you found yourself becoming giddy with thrill. Rolling over, you were now on top of him and you dipped your head down to connect your lips to his before announcing to him:

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Johnny returned the favour and kissed your lips one more time as he smiled.

Satisfied, you pulled him up from the floor before the pair of you fell into bed.

-

The next evening, you were getting ready for your movie date with Johnny when you heard him having a rather heated conversation with someone over the phone.

“Ten, I can’t go. Not tonight, I’ve made plans with Lydia.”

“Come on man! I’m your best friend and you’re going to leave me alone in a bar when I’m all heartbroken? That’s not what brothers are for!”

“Ten…” Johnny sounds exasperated. Johnny could hear some static in the background as the phone seemed to switch hands. The next thing he heard was Jaehyun’s voice pleading with him over the phone.

“Hyung, please get over here quickly. Ten hyung is going to go wild and I can’t control him. He’s already down 5 shots of hard liquor and it hasn’t even been 5 minutes since we’ve gotten here. He’s going to kill himself at this rate. I know you’ve got plans with noona but please, please, please come. Tell noona I said sorry.”

Johnny let out a long sigh as his nostrils flared in annoyance. Finally, he closed his eyes and resigned to his fate.

“Where are the both of you?”

“The usual place. Ah hyung I gotta go, Ten hyung just bumped into some burly guy and it looks bad. Just come quickly!”

Before Johnny could protest any further, the line went dead.

“You gotta go somewhere?”

“Yea I’m sorry baby, I promise I’ll make it up to you another time.”

“It’s ok, where are you headed to?”

Johnny’s eyes dropped a little before he could find the guts to admit the truth to you.

“I have to go back to the bar where I used to frequent; I got a friend there about to get himself into trouble.”

When you didn’t say anything, he panicked.

“I’m sorry baby, I really am. I know I promised to never step foot into that place again but I got to go now. Just this once, and no more. You remember Jaehyun right? He can’t handle Ten by himself, I have to help him out.”

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LiebeBlue #1
Finally someone made a story with happy ending mean that the protagonists are not always to be together. I love your work, the way you write and your idea. Thank you for making this story.
Kuro_Wol
#2
Chapter 31: I BINGED. Oh damn wow. This was really good, I can see why you're proud of it. You know how much I love slice of life and the message you're putting across in this could not be more true - our past wounds may heal over time but the scars never fade away. And sometimes we have to come to terms with that, even if it's a painful reality to accept. Really enjoyed this one, Del! Hit me in the feelz
FlareJayna #3
Chapter 31: I absolutely love this story and this is definitely one of the most well written fanfic i have ever read. I do really like the plot twist and the ending. At first i do hope that they would end up together but i guess it just isnt right for lydia to live on with the fear and the doubt she felt. This fanfic really get me thinking about life and i hope you will continue writing such beautiful fanfics.
superdupper
#4
Chapter 31: This is such a beautiful story. Huhuhu I know that Lydia will be happy if she didnt end up with johnny because johnny had hurt her in the past. It's a bit sad to she didnt end up with Johnny but that's their fate . but really this story is written very well author nim. Really love it
Love_jennie
#5
Chapter 31: Absolutely the best fanfic ive ever read! I love the plot twist
marry_kim
#6
Chapter 31: This is amazing
stacy_lu #7
*ill continue here :))
At first, I didn't like the fact that she decided to leave him after the precious time they had in HK. But slowly a thought came to my mind saying it's not right as well for her to be in a relationship where she doesn't feel right. And partially, it's really not fair for him as well to be in a relationship where his love is doubted, when he's obviously giving his all to her. Its funny how my thoughts immediately went to reality, wondering if someone, somewhere out there living a life exactly like this, did they choose to leave like she did? Or stay and break herself more and his heart along the away? I'll never know. But if I was to be her, I'd do the exact same. Because if two souls are meant to be together, they will always find their way back to each other no matter what. If not, you just have to learn to let go. No matter how hard it gets. If not for the other person, do it for yourself. The void in your soul doesn't always has to be filled with someone else's presence. Sometimes the void can only be filled with your own self. Someone wise once said, you can only love someone else fully, if you learn to love yourself first. Thank you for sticking to your original storyline. If it wasn't for the fact that you went along with this ending, I would've sworn, I'd forget that our feelings- what feels right to the heart and soul- matters the most if happiness is what you seek for in this often mistaken world.
stacy_lu #8
Hai author-nim.
First of all I want to applaud your awesome writing. The way you write your story was really different from the fanfics that are available these days. It almost felt like I was back in my teenage days where I was awake in the middle of the night in my bedroom reading fics that would make me feel like someone was gripping my heart so tight, almost breaking it to pieces. And i didn't mind it at all. These type of fics were always my fav. It's was really an eyeopener and to be honest, just what this tired soul of mine longs for. I'm really glad I found Smudge. I haven't read something that made me look back in life for quite awhile now. Your story made me think alot.
prism7ths #9
Chapter 31: thank you for writing such a great rollercoaster ride of emotions story >< i really love it, all the sweet angsty vibes in the story. hopefully there are more amazing stories to come in the future ^^ have a great year ahead author nim, may God bless you. xo
babychanwoo
#10
Chapter 31: OMG THIS STORY IS SO GOOD AND U BROKE MY HEART BUT IT'S OKEY,I LOVE U i mean i love how u make my kokoro break HEHEHE<3.i hope u planning for a new jhonny story:)