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I was going to sleep at hotel, but I didn’t have heart to do so.

After one hour outside, I decide to come back home, there she is. In the corner of the couch her head being placed in her knees and her arm around her legs

Her sight being like that, make my heart so hurt. I came closer to her trying to untangled her arm around her legs. But she is angry I see. She didn’t budge at all

“please stop sulking at me princess, I didn’t mean to shouting at you. Can you forgive me?”

She shook her head

“No?”

“hummmmmm, alright then I can always find another princess when this princess of mine didn’t want to be my princess anymore”

Hurriedly she straight up her position, and with her ayes still looking at her lap she come closer snuggle at me

I placed her head at my chest and rubbing her right arm gently

“aw my princess is didn’t want her servant find another princess. How cute” still didn’t come any sound from her

“I’m sorry princess, please forgive this jerk servant of yours. Can you?”

Again. She shook her head

“didn’t want forgive me?”

this time nodded her head first and then shook again

“ummmmm, you forgive me but you didn’t want me to said sorry?”

This time she was eagerly nodded

“ahhhhh. Didn’t I get something as reward for being smart servant?”

She makes a little gab between us and give a peck in my left cheek, make me blush and smiling like idiot. She back to her previous place nuzzle more like she actually trying to hide her face

“so? You didn’t want to talk about anything? Let go to sleep then.” I said, while trying to make eye contact with her.

She tightened her arm round my waist, I took that as cue she want to talk. I bring our body together to lie down on the couch so we can rest comfortable, I keep rubbing her back till I feel she took a deep sigh.

Krystal POV

When amber walk out after shouting at me I felt so hurt. There is something I don’t understand how to describe the feeling inside my chest, even just for take breath it’s hurt so much.

I don’t know what to do, this is already past midnight and I don’t know where she goes. But actually, I want to go after her, my body just cannot cooperate.

I can’t get used with anything happened to us this past view months. I used to get her attention, she always does whatever I told her to do. She even doing silly things when I’m so down just to make me smile.

But since I tell member I have boyfriend, everything change. When I want to see her, she always told me that she is busy. But later I know she just hang out with her friend.

I don’t want to lose her, I miss her, I miss anything we have before this. I know I have been broke her heart so many times. But I just cannot tell anyone about what happened to me.

When a girl called, Dani being so clingy to her I know I’m jealous. very jealous. But photoshoot and anything happened this day make me slightly forgetting about my jealousy.

But, maybe this day just not my day, I need to hear she called another girl Bae. She even denied my presence in front of me.

Then I let jealousy take the best of me, now here I’m. Praying hard to God to make her comeback here and talk to me, promised to talk everything out. To not hurting her anymore. I don’t want to let her go.

When I already exhausted from crying, I heard the front door being open. I didn’t stop to thanking God to make her back.

While she was trying to talk to me, I trying hard to convince myself. I build courage to tell her.

She brought us to lie down on the couch, I really like being in her embrace. I can’t let anyone take this place from me

I’m ready, say it now or never said anything soojung. Fighting

I take a very deep breath, and move a little away from her embrace. Still in her arm, putting my head in her left shoulder and change our position. I lie on my back, while played with her finger I said sorry

“I’m sorry Am”

She keeps quiet make me felt uneasy, But again. I tough what’s going to be happened just happens, if I has to lost her I will work hard to keep standing

I need to make things different, so she will talk to me

“Do you think I’m selfish, Am?”

“hu’m.. but that was not the main problem” this is work, she answering me