i'm actually didn't know what come to me for neglect this story, i'm not even that good in writing but i already neglect one hundred and twenty two people who subscribing this story T.T i'm sorry, i'm really sorry. everything happened in F(x) especially Amber got me caught of guard, i almost give up on them.  but, to think about that again, screw reality!! what happened in real life let God wrote the story. my story is mine to write. and neglect people who already supporting me is not the right thing to do whatever the reason is. i really felt guilty toward yall guys, tell me how to make-up to yall. this is an update enjoy. :)

“you??????!!!!!!”

“Ah... wae?” I give her plain expression like I’m not interesting at anything she will told me

“talk! Now!!!” sometimes luna can be scary too

*sigh

“what is it Sunyongie?” I was really exhausted now. Talking about serious matter is the last I need

“you better do something to knocked some sense in that girl”

“who” I’m innocently asking because I’m not really sure

“waaaaahhhh... I think there is someone need to get knocked first”

“what are you talking about luna? I’m not interesting for play guessing now!” I’m slightly irritated

“woooooaaahhh.. chill unnie. Will you?” luna come to near me and rubbing my back

I don’t know what to said, I just lie on the flor closing my eyes, I know she is staring at me

After a while, luna ruffle my hair and patted my arm. When I open my eyes, she gave signal to help me up

“I’m sorry, I don’t know that you are also broken hearted this past view months. I’m sorry if I’m too busy and didn’t pay attention to you. Let’s go grab something. wake up unnie!!!”

I give her small smile and took her hand

We end up in cafe near building.

“is there any reason why you so skinny?”

*sigh

“I don’t know sunyongie”

“unnie? Are you oke?”

*sigh *sigh

“I’m” I answer her question with serious look and fast respond so there is no way she will believe me

“wow... I have to admit that I’m wrong. I thought that you are ok because you always hangout with your friends unnie. But now I know that there is something missing in your eyes” she said while looking at me so intense

“unnie.... are you by chance love Krystal in that way?”

“sunyong?” I actually shock with the sudden question

“unnie, listen. I thought, the two of you already in relationship. The two of you often hang out together, I might die in diabetes while the two of you around. Your cheesiness, her cuteness. She even doing aegyo to you and all of sudden she told us that she is in relationship with someone and it’s not you. So, I told to myself that I’m mistaken your relationship with her these past view years”

Same here sunyoung-ah same here

“we are not in that kind of relationship sunyoung-ie, she has the right to love someone else”

“do you really think she love him? I mean, do you thing she is in denial state? She wants to be normal like others?” her said with very serious face, her eyebrow almost touched in the middle

“do not thinking too much, you look ugly if you thinking too much. Geez” I just try to loosen up the situation

“unnie be serious please”

“I don’t know sunyong-ie, but I think soojung not in that state she just too smart to being denial. You know”

I thought this girl in front me is going to comfroting me, come out she also confused her self

“hi come on, we need to go home. You need to get some rest, we will be going to china in early morning tomorrow”

“yeah, and you need to