Is this even right?

What am I doing right now?

She'll be mad.

She'll be mad for sure.

"Jung-" I was about to turn around to Jungkook but then he smacks my head really hard.

"Yah!" I groan in pain.

"Stop contemplating. Just ring the bell if you want to see her!"

He rolls his eyes and goes to his apartment, which is just next to Jihyo's.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath.

Alright Taehyung. Kajja. You said you wanna help her so let's do this.

I push the button and wait for her to open the door with nervous.

Calm down Taehyung, calm down.

"Coming right up!" I hear her voice getting closer and my heart beats faster.

"How can I-" she stops as she sees me in front of her. I give a smile to her, a bright one.

She glares and is about to close the door but I quickly hold the door with my hand.

I don't think much at the time and...

I just only want to see her face.

And so I hurt my hand.

"Arkk" I yelp in pain but I hold it in. I look to her, ignoring the pain.

Her face...

She's worried of me.

"Tae are you crazy!?"

She calls me Tae again.

I manage to put a smile although I'm in pain.

Finally.... I get to be with her.

💜💜💜

I examine her quietly as she focuses on my bruises hand. Her face just now. When she hurt my hand-

Well technically I let her hurt my hand actually hahaha.

She was very worried.

Very concerned.

Of me.

Jihyo, what did I do that I deserve your love?

She is so gentle in taking care of my hand. Without a word, she puts ointment on my hand, putting some weird medicine stuffs that I'm not familiar with and bandages my hand gently.

Jihyo, I'm sorry I hurt you.

"Tsst" I hiss in pain when she finishes.

"I'm sorry! Did I hurt you?" She asks me with a concerned voice. I smile to her gently and shake my head

"Ani. Not at all." Her tighten face restens and she gets up, putting the first aid kit into the drawer. I watch her silently, leaving me as she goes into the kitchen.

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"Jihyo?"

She's away for a while that I get worry of her.

It's just that.

I don't want her to disappear again.

Not this time.

Never again.

"Jihyo-yah" I call her again, gently. But she isn't responding. I get up, going to the kitchen too.

I feel relieved, seeing her back.

She's making drinks. Fool Kim Taehyung.

My lips curl into a smile as I watch her back.

"I was calling for you." I say, as I take a seat on the stool at the kitchen counter. She flinches and looks back. She gives a faint smile before continuing making drinks.

"I didn't hear you. Sorry."

Seeing her back, makes me miss her. Seeing her making drinks for us, silently, making me miss her even more. I don't know what's my feelings to her anymore.

Is it just friends?

Or more than that?

But what about Jiyoon?

I love Jiyoon.

Not Jih-

Jihyo.....

I'm sorry.

Jiyoon-ah. Just one time. I know we're not dating at all. But just this time. I want to cheat on you.

I get up, go straight to her and hug jer from the back. Her body goes stiff as I hug her.

"Kim Taehyung. Let me go" her voice sounds serious but I can clearly hear her shaking voice.

"Tae, Jiyoo-"

"Jihyo please." I don't want to lose too, so I decided