Chapter Eight

OC’s POV

And with that my depression got worse, It feels like I’m dying every day I open my eyes knowing that MinSeok is gone in my life forever, He is happy now with someone else, While I’m still in the world where I let myself to be drown by the misery I created, It was me who left him but I didn’t know that at the end part I was the one who will suffer

Our comeback was postpone, and SeoHyun Eonnie’s solo debut will push thru first because of my condition; I feel sorry for them because somehow it was my fault that we need to stop the preparation in the middle of the comeback but they didn’t make me feel worse instead telling me that it is okay and I need to rest and they will focus to the solo activities offered to them 

And they said to heal a broken heart is to let another person in and even if I’m not that willing to, I still eat things happened because somehow I need this, I need to divert my attention to elsewhere away from any memories that will lead to MinSeok

I let myself and JongHyun to have a rebound relationship, of course its only me who knows what my plans are of using him and hoping he genuinely help me to forget, so all of us will be happy and end this pain naturally

JongHyun asked me out and I turned his offer this time, I want to drink, I want to at least have some free time alone and enjoy myself so I decided that I will have the time of my life tonight besides it listed in one of my  bucket list that I go clubbing by myself, So I hurriedly fixed myself, wore my make-up, fixed my hair into soft curls, and choose the iest black dress I have and partner it with matching black Christian Laboutin pumps

I looked myself at the mirror and cheered silently “You look alright. You need to.” 

I drove to the most expensive club in HongDae where a lot of celebrities hang out

She was assisted to go to one of the isolated booth she requested to; She was looking forward to dance later, the club has tight security and you are safe from scandalous videos that may be taken because handphones are restricted to be use and you can sure to have the time of your life with such privacy you need

The waiter handed her drink and thanked him with a kind smile, she was looking  at the dance floor filled with celebrities going solo or groups or even boyfriend and girlfriend relationship that she didn’t expect

She was nodding her head and thumping her feet with the beat, She somehow forget that loneliness she felt with the lively ambiance of club, she is enjoying too much and she didn’t noticed that the drinks she ordered are all finished, she is quite a drinker to be honest, and with that she want to be drunk tonight and knock out for days and just sleep, she stood up and went to the bar to ask for a new set of drinks in the booth she was occupying which the bartender politely said he will delivered it on time as she swiped her credit card for her drinks payment

She looked around for awhile still the other celebrities had not yet noticed her presence and a date time alone; She was intrigued how does it feel to be inside the cage in the center of the dance floor quiet higher than ground about four feet to be seen by the whole club

“You wanna go up there?” A voice whispered to her

And it was her one of the closet Oppas she have, she hugged the guy and whispered closer to him.”JiYong Oppa, That is not my thing.” as she pointed in the cage

“But you look hot tonight, Don’t let the chance slide to be the source of fantasies of all the men tonight?” He complimented her as he circled her

she just shrugged before she jolt down the liquor he handed to her

“Come on. Promise you, You’ll have fun.” He still encourage her

“Give me a good reason to do it.” She playfully burst his bubbles

“Let’s say at least you want to make your ex-boyfriend regret everything. As the word of mouth spread the rumors shaking your hips seen by a lot of drooling males here.” He spilled to me sending chills over my body

“How did you know I had a boyfriend?” She asked still puzzled

“TaeYeon told me and don’t worry I will not tell her that you’re here, I won’t put my favorite dongsaeng in trouble.” He assured to her

“Did she know you’re here?” she asked back

“She knew but personal things like treating yourself adrink are not in our vocabulary to be stop or interrupt to. We have respect to each other.” He told her firmly as he now gulped the last shot on his glass

They walked back to Jin’s booth, seated opposite to each other, still silent despite of the loud buzzing sound made by the whole guests in the club

“Eonnie, is lucky to have you.” She raised her flag for him

“Thanks.” He accepted with a smile 

“Cheers!” they both said as there were no topics to be talk about

They were back again to be silent and just drinking their ordered drinks like there’s no tomorrow, enjoying the company of each other, besides they knew each other decades ago since they just have a year gap in debuting, they see each other grew up

“Have you seen the suicide squad last August?” She blurted out

And he just nodded and quite surprised to her for bringing such topic as suicide squad

“Its just fiction but I want to have a love like Joker have to Harley.” She started now the drunken  conversation that they are having and it caught JiYong interest 

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