Chapter Seven

OC’s POV

Like what he said, it turned out that I’ll regret breaking up with him, after three months separation, A news came to me that he is dating again. Why does it feel unfair I’m just asking for space and what he gives me is too much, But in any case it dismay fault, I’m the one who drew the line between us, and each day waking up, regretting what I have done and picturing him with another woman is too painful for me to bear, especially I knew he loved so much and just takeout for granted instead of cherishing it then I really deserved this

I was sitting on my bed, contemplating to call him or not as I’m hesitant to push the call button or not when I heard knocks from my door

“Who’s there?” I asked as I put down my phone to my side and the door opened revealing SeoHyun Eonnie

“Are you not grabbing your breakfast?” She asked worriedly 

I shook my head and gave her a fake reassuring smile

“Then if you got hungry tell me I’ll prepare something to you.” She reminded me, I’m so lucky to have her as my best friend

“Gumawo, Eonnie.” I said calmly before she shut the  door 

And suddenly I felt lonely again in my room after I forgot for awhile the screaming silence because of Eonnie, I got a total hatred from the rest of EXO members because of what I did to their beloved Hyung, I remembered what JongDae told me and every time it replays on my mind, I feel like I was blown out by a strong punch on my gut

“Why? Why did you do that to Hyung? You know he is the eldest among us, He was busy taking care of us and to the point he forget to take care of himself, We’re glad when you came to his life because I finally there is someone who loves him but here you are broke him.” 

And every time that phrase echo inside my head, His pleading eyes and tear stained cheeks shows like a tragic movie

“I miss you, MinSeok-ah.” I whispered to myself while hugging my knees 

And this one bright sunny day suddenly turned out as a gloomy one as the rain started to fall hard, As its droplets brushed harshly against my window blurring my the sight outside

MinSeok’s POV

It rained but this will not definitely stops me to meet JiMin later, She is the one I’m dating now after three months of finding myself and putting my life back into pieces, She helped me to moved on as she always showed her support, She knows my history with Jin and she said she doesn’t care if she was a rebound but I am a real gentleman, We are not yet together but we can say we are exclusively dating, JiMin is a out-going person especially I got to know her better this time than the last meeting we had for our collaboration, things just got fast, we met from a common friend’s birthday party, talked and catch up to each other; updated if each one has still the same number, She’s the one who texted me first and that’s the start of our new found relationship, She is a nice girl, easy to be with and somehow she made me forget Jin 

“Hyung, you have a date with JiMin-ssi later, right?” BaekHyun asked me as he sat down beside me in the living room

“Yeah, At my favorite cafe at Apgujeong.” I said while flipping the channels

“Hyung, have you noticed that the EXO-ShiDae relationship are some kind of curse?” He opened up all of a sudden getting my attention

“I guess.” I simply replied not in the mood to brought up Jin’s name in any moment

“But I think Jin.., I mean Tinker Bell is worse than TaeYeon, Its not I’m comparing them badly, Its just what TaeYeon and I have is something precious but turned out to ended badly because of people around us but your EX, she is kind of different since she’s the one cause you so much pain.” He tried to comprehend the difference of our situation

“Why are you implying to?” I asked as I switch off the television and faced him

“Then should you really let go of your feelings to her and be a gentleman at least and have a proper closure and you can be really happy with your new love.” He advised to me

“That’s what you did with TaeYeon-ssi?” I asked again

And he nodded. “Trust me Hyung, whoever is at fault but when you learn to understand each other, its easier to let go and be happy again.” He patted my back

I smiled at the younger boy, somehow BaeKHyun have sense. “And what did you feel afterwards?”

“I felt free and happy that sharing my life once with her will always have a special spot in my heart, A lesson that taught me to be a better one on my next relationship.” The first time he opened this up to me

“Araso. I’ll meet her some other time.” I finally find the right reason to let her go 

“And seeing your ex-lover happy give you this feeling of giddiness because you’re not the reason of her sadness anymore and someone better is there to lift her up. Like JiYong-SunBaeNim to TaeYeon-ssi.” He spilled the truth  about the two tops artists real score

I gave him an assuring smile. “Don’t worry the real one will really come to you and will be happy like the rest.” 

And with what BaekHyun said made me realized that all the bitterness doesn’t helped me but glued me from the past. Maybe Jin is not the one for me and I’m not the one for her and after months of pain, I didn’t noticed that I genuinely smile for the first time

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