Chapter  Three

OC’s POV

After his confrontation in front of s, to SeoHyun Eonnie, and me, I don’t have a choice but face him after all this time this is the thing that I need to do ages ago, It’s just I’m scared of how will I react on what he say to me, I’m scared that I may hurt him if my answers are not the once he wants to hear

And from that very moment he cornered me, I have no choice but to obliged with his request to talk, He warned me that I better answered his calls and will instruct me the details of our meeting and with that after setting the place and time here I am waiting at the rooftop in our agency; sitting at the pavement resting my back against the metal railings. Its already sunset and the breeze are cold enough for my body to endure

I heard the door opened and as I looked at the direction where is it, I saw the man I was about to meet here, He was indeed dashing in just a simple red hoodie and dark washed pair of pants and a pair of Jordans, I waved back to him for courtesy since he managed to do one for me

He went beside me and sat there in silence but I can sense that he was looking at me from my peripheral view, I turned to him and look too but he divert his gaze elsewhere making us more awkward

He stretches out his legs and I followed suit, It was relaxing, We didn’t noticed that the moon is starting to show up above the sky

“Did you know that the moon is always there at the sky even morning, Its just the sun is just too bright that’s why it outshine the moon but it never leaves. “ MinSeok blurted the trivia to me

“Really?” I asked in disbelief as I turned again to looked at him, looking if he was juts messing with me

“Yeah.” He answered sincerely 

“Oh, that’s cool.” I answered back as our eyes are locking again to each other

“Like my feelings to you. It was never gone.” He lovingly said to me as he tucked my hair behind my left ear

I was dumbstruck with the sudden skinship, The gesture was just a simple one compare from what we had done before but he made my stomach flipped, Am I getting attracted to him

October 2008 

Girls’ Generation is having trouble with their careers because of backlash of their promotions since debut but that didn’t stopped them from striving and find the right approach to successfully gain the respect as the next idols, everyone was at the middle of the their next comeback, as every girl is force to lose weight for the next concept, Jin was having a hard time of course, her body and age is in the hype of gaining weight easily instead of losing some, She was beyond depress for forcing her body to do such hideous things, A bowl of oatmeal, an apple on lunch and a hand full of almond nuts in night, she was about to get crazy in each of the day that will pass buy just eating those but she need to endure it as her older members also doing the same without any complaints 

But she has her limit, being the bold and the youngest one, she didn’t find any fear in expressing her feelings and she lost it this time, she shouted all her frustration and exhaustion to all after she was caught sneaking a banana in one of their break time in one of the practice session, the reason was petty to be scolded by their manager in front of everyone who’s around, her members, the staffs and the other trainees 

“DongGun Oppa, I’m hungry, I’m dying out here, Can’t you just let it slide this time.” She tried to appeal with aegyo

But it didn’t worked instead he forced her to do 15 push ups right away, He made her knelt down and told her firmly to followed what he said or things will get more difficult for her. The manager is counting down and asking her if she was going to do it but she didn’t budge and just glared at him angrily that earned her a not so light smack on the shoulders

She stood up. “YOU’RE ALL TOO MUCH.” she shouted before bumping their manager’s shoulder and run away

Her tears are streaming down from her beautiful eyes, she run as fast as she could up to the rooftop, where her loud wails bounced within the walls of the fire exit, as she arrived all she did is to sat down and ease her aching chest from the run she made

She hugged her knees thinking  and realizing that once their boss find out what she did, she and her members will be in big trouble

“I’m so stupid.” She cursed to herself before sh buried her face on her knees and started to cried her heart out

She was in the middle of letting out her anger when she felt someone’s presence standing in front of her, she thought that it  was their manager picking her up or one of her members so she didn’t budge to move even a bit. the person just sat beside her making her annoyed for invading her private moment and her time looking for peace

“LEAVE ME ALONE!” She shouted to the person beside her

She was shock to see not her manager or members but a guy with round face, round eyes and chubby cheeks is in front of her, it was one of the trainees

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to shout at you.” She apologized right away

He didn’t talked instead handed her a handkerchief and she gladly accepted it and used it with ease and told him she wash it first before returning it to him

“You can have it SunBae-nim.” the guy politely offered

“You don’ have to be nice to me.” She stated without minding how she sounds

“But I insist, I understand how it feels when people pressure you. especially you and the other SunBae-nims.” he coaxed her

“You will not understand me unless you debut.” She mindlessly mocked him

And he was silent with the sudden comment she made, Yes, he was far behind her and out of her league but instead of getting mad; the boy looked up the sky and just only saw the moon

“It’s going to rain.” He mumbled

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