Chapter Twelve

OC’s POV

“Eonnie, You sure you don’t want to come with them?” I asked Tiffany Eonnie who got herself a into something bad because of her snapshot post while helping Seohyun Eonnie packed her bags

“I’m just staying here, its better to do that to show how sincere I was regarding the issue.” She answered as she joined us packing

“How about you, you sure you don’t want to come?” SeoHyun Eonnie turned to asked me as she cupped my cheek with her slender hands

“No, because I don’t want to become the third wheel with you and JunMyeon Oppa.” I teased, finally the two showed their interest to each other

“The third Exo-ShiDae couple needed to be watch by dispatch.” Tiffany Eonnie too

“We are still in the middle of knowing each other.” SeoHyun Eonnie panic and trying to hide her blushing chubby cheeks, I chuckled how adorable she is all the time

“You two grown up so much.” Tiffany Eonnie suddenly become sentimental while patting our heads

SeoHyun Eonnie and I looked at each other and then to Tiffany Eonnie, who’s a bit teary-eyed, We somehow know where she is coming from, A lot of things happened for the past years and recently but we still manage to survive from all of it, We loose some important people along the way but some stays with us but we all know we all became better persons with the experiences either good or bad

And that made me realized I loose MinSeok Oppa, and he is the most I regretted to let go and hurt the most

After my members, who will go to Hawaii, went to the airport, I stayed in my shared room with Eonnie, feeling the silence drowning me and the demeaning loneliness eating me alive, I should be punishing myself like this, He clearly told me he needs me but its me who has this doubt to myself I can give him the love he deserves, I don’t have any hesitation to him, I know how genuine his love to me but the problem is me, I don’t want to do the same mistake to him anymore

When I am strong enough to face JongHyun, and almost sued him with all of the bad thing he did to me and MinSeok, We finally agreed for him to pay all the damaged he cause physically and emotionally to me and to MinSeok, all the meeting we  had MinSeok was with me, holding my hand all the time, showing to JongHyun what he deserved, We agreed not to spill this in the media to protect me and MinSeok from all the embarrassing scandal, and Filed a demand to the court that JongHyun couldn’t get near me or MinSeok in any means, that’s all i want for MinSeok, not robe hurt anymore, He’s the most precious to me, So I will do the same to him like he was always protecting me

I remember the day I had fixed everything but not yet my mind and heart

I stood up from my seat as JongHyun did too, trying to have a hand shake of agreement but instead I slapped him, causing my hand to went numb because of the impact

“That’s not enough JongHyun-ah. Try to hurt me again or my family especially MinSeok, I’ll make your life pass thru you.” I  said with my cold tone not losing my deathly glare from him

His lawyer tried to say something that he will used my action against me until JongHyun stopped him and instead looked at me with watery eyes and made an apology for all the harm he cause

“If you’re really sorry then followed all the orders and stay away from me and MinSeok.” I finally warned him as I took MinSeok’s warm hand and both walk outside of the private court room

We both headed back to his heavy tinted car and drove we at the outskirts of Seoul and just stay silent trying to comprehend what really just had happened, I leaned my head against the window letting out a tired sigh

“Are you okay?” I heard a sweet voice asked me

I turned my head and looked at him, seeing his tired and worried face, his hand reaching into my neck massaging it lightly

“Thank you for everything.” I said as I leaned with his touch closing my eyes

I kissed his hand and I don’t really know what got into me, I felt different, then I moved forward to him and grabbed him into a deep kiss which he gladly reciprocated

We both rested our foreheads against each other as we both try to catch our own breathes

“I love you.” He muttered as I felt his breathe fan to my face

I just stay silent, tongue-tied from my answer, here I am instead the kiss but afraid to answer him back like a selfish coward toying his heart but I wasn’t

I slowly let go and fixed ourselves as the heavy atmosphere drowning us both, no one dare to speak or ask anything 

“I’ll take you home.” He said as he revved up the car

After that incident we didn’t intend to contact each other, Well, He was just complying from my request since I asked for space again

I was in the middle of my trail of thoughts when I saw SeoHyun Eonnie’s message

To: Jin,