Chapter  Ten

OC’s POV

Like what I did to MinSeok, I avoided JongHyun because he disgusts me, his love cannot be compare what MinSeok have showed and made me feel, the man I choose to be with after MinSeok didn’t have mean to me at all, just a thing for me to use against MinSeok but didn’t help me to win him back, I thought MinSeok seeing me with another man can trigger something in him that he still love me, and with that he will accept me back and we rekindle our discontinued love but things got worse, I let myself be use instead, my plan didn’t work out

JongHyun called me and this time I answered him, was about to tell him to meet me and will break up with him but he spoke first cutting me off in my sentence that he is sick, and needs someone to care of him and the only one he thought is me, his girlfriend, he sound sick, as he coughed over the line and with that taking care of him for the last time will not do me harm, I’m doing this as a friend 

After I parked my car and went up to his own apartment; bought him a to-go porridge from a nearby restaurant and oranges for his cough, He opened the door for me and he somehow look okay compare what I imagine, I dropped my sling bag to the couch and went straight to the kitchen and help myself out to prepare the food I bought, he followed me and gave me a back hug, not the usual thing he does, but I let it slide since he is sick, not until he pulled me closer against his body, rubbing his lower part against my , I tried to escape somehow but he gripped my waist tighter, as her hands roaming around on the mid region of my body

“You’re so hot Jin. I like your warmth.” He whispered as he started nibbling on the flesh of the crook of my neck

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” I tried to stopped him but failed to do as his hands tried to pull up my shirt 

I didn’t let him succeed, I’m now punching his arms but he was way too stronger, he pushed me forward making my stomach crashed again the sharp edge of the counter, I groaned  as I run my hands to my stomach to ease the pain, I didn’t know what he is up to, but I was terrified of imagining he is planning to do

He made me faced him, my back resting the center island of the kitchen in between with his muscular arms, as his hard member is poking my thighs, now I get it, he wants me to have with him, he lied. he lied that he is sick, I should be smarter the moment I noticed that he look just totally fine a while ago.

“Don’t make this hard for me, Jin.” He threatened me as his face got closer

I couldn’t speak, I can’t feel my tongue and doesn’t have the will to shout for help, when I saw him let his guard down, I tried to run but he was faster and punched me in my stomach making me slide down the ground, I’m groaning in pain, still holding my hurting bruise stomach, I felt him move as he knelt down in front of me

He cupped my chin and made me look at him straightly. "I go easy on you, babe." He said as he fixed my mess up fringes away from my face

“No.” The only word I muttered behind my trembling and aching body

But he didn’t listen as his eyes is filled with lust, he grabbed me harshly on my arms and made me stood up back to my feet, he laid me down on the center table as my back painfully hit the cold marble, he topped himself to me, placing himself above my pelvic region as he trapped my hands placing it to the side gripped by his strong thighs and his hands roamed around my body touching me inappropriately, and he didn’t get satisfied he kiss me forcefully everywhere he could while straddling himself against my clothed thighs

“HELP ME!!!” I shouted and he slapped me causing me to face the right side, my face is now covered by my messed up hair and sweats forming on my forehead

He cupped my chin and spoke. “I’m your boyfriend, You should obey me.” 

My tears are now pouring endlessly as I felt helpless with the situation, He’s really out of his mind. he’s back on kissing me and now biting my neck, marking me everywhere he wants

“Please, Stop.” I begged between my cries and squirming to escape under him

And because of my endless pleading for him to stop, he got mad and choked me with his big hand, while his right hand starting to ing my shorts

I could feel myself running out of air, I’m going to die if I let this happened, I am thinking despite of my current situation, until I realized I can move my legs, So I kneed him for several times on his putting all the strength I have and I kneed him hard on the his bones, He groaned in pain and I felt he loosen his weight on me so I pushed him hard with all my might making him fell down on the floor, I hurriedly went down from the center island and my eyes landed on the hot porridge on the table, I opened it and poured it all over him and he was cursing me this time, I run out before my time goes out leaving him wincing in pain

As I got out of the building, I forgot my sling bag on his couch, my car keys, money and cellular phone are all there, and worse it was raining hard and taxi’s seldom pass by

I decided to walk away from the building he was residing, saving myself in case he still got up and followed me at least

I just walked where my feet brought me, it was already late night and raining hard so few people are out and instead staying in their houses, I should go home by now, but I don’t want to, I felt bad to myself that I was almost , and i don’t want the members to find out about it, not now. not now that everyone is happy for the upcoming comeback

“Where should I go?” I mumbled under the pouring rain

I felt cold as my body is wet now for hours, continue to walk to wherever I think it was safe, still hugging myself, comforting myself from the tragic memory I had awhile ago

And to my surprised I ended up standing in front of his dorm, hesitant to pushed the doorbell but I eventually did but no one is answering, even though I am still ashamed for him to see me weak and mess up like this; he is the only person I want to see, tell me that I have him, that I’ll be safe

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