Am I Who I Am
I Changed Mr. Gangster to Mr. Innocent*Jonghyun's POV*
I was down the hal of my mom's room when I Jin Hee ran out of the room crying and passed me. I quickly ran after her and entered her room. "Jin Hee!"
"who am I? she asked me "ottoke?"
I stood there silent looking at her cry. "You are yourself, Park Jin Hee-" She inturupted me
"but-"
"now, but back then you were Min Ji, Park Min Ji"
"it can't be...I've been only Jin Hee and forever Min Ji, it's true that I have weird moments that I never knew about but that doesn't comfirm me as Min Ji." I listened to her. "Didn't you say that Min Ji passed away."
"I did but-"
"then that mean I am not Min Ji, I'm not dead, right?" she asked me
I went to hug her...tightly. "Does it hurt"
"I-I can't breathe...and you're hugging too tight" She said
"If your dead you shouldn't feel these things you should be able to breathe properly."
"Then I'm not dead."
"Of course"
"okay"
"Just be yourself, Jin Hee or Min Ji, it doesn't matter at least you are still the girl I know that can KILL me"
She looked at me in silence...and laughed. *Jin Hee no matter if you're Jin Hee or Min Ji you'll always be my girl in my heart*
"Jonghyun" I snapped out back to my senses. "Are you okay?"
"Of course" I replied. She looked at me.
"I think I really am Min Ji"
"bwo?"
"I said I think I can really be Min Ji."
"oh"
"think about it, my x called me Min Ji once and-"
"ex?" I asked her
"yeah"
"Is he by chance called Hongki?"
"yeah, how did you know?"
I turned away from her. *If only you remember everything, then you'll know why I know Hongki*
"I.....remember now"
"Remember what?"
"everything"
"Everything?"
She nods her head saying 'yes'
"About me and you...as Min Ji"
She nods her head again saying 'yes'
"when?"
"The frst day I was sent to the hospital because of the accident"
"Really...why didn't you tell us then"
"I didn't want to believe it that I was actually Min Ji"
"oh...." I wanted to change the subject just incase she felt weird about us talking about Min Ji which is her. "Are you tired?"
"no"
"are you hungry?"
"no, I want to be alone for a while...can you please leave."
"okay" I was going to leave the room when she said something.
"Am I who I am?"
"bwo?"
"am I really who I am?" she repeated herself
"of course, you are Jin Hee and forever Jin Hee...not unless you want to become Min Ji which is your old self again." I said and was going to leave.
"oppa...saranghaeyo"
"sarang?"
"just kidding...you can go now, bye bye"
"oh, bye bye" I said and left the room. I was outside the door and my heart felt like it was about to burst out with joy. *Why do I feel like this?* I put my hand on my chest. *Do I by chance like her?*
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