Chapter 8

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO BETRAY US!

*Kibum

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I smile...

Every day, every time, everything...

I accept it.

The fact...

That they are slowly forgetting me.

As one of the members.

Super Junior's member..

Yeah, that's the group I belong to.

I don't know if I can say I belong to that group anymore.

Is it too much...?

Too much for saying I am still in the group although I am not...?

Is it too much for saying I want to focus on acting. The thing that can makes me happy?

Instead of staying in the group that...

I barely breathe to get a single line?

I am not a good singer like Kyuhyun, Yesung or Ryeowook.

I am not a good MC like Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Shindong.

I am not a good dancer and rapper like Eunhyuk.

I am not handsome.

I am not funny.

Can't I follow just maybe my instinct?

To actually doing something I’m capable of although I’m know I’m not that great in it either.

I am truly sorry for leaving.

Truly sorry.

When I don’t get a single line in Marry U, when I just get to sing the lyrics to replace someone else absence….

What am I? Who am I?

Just a person to complete the stage maybe.

And I feel ashamed couldn’t show my har work like others.

That’s when I thought it would be the best if I leave.

I’m sorry for my selfishness. If I can bow to every single person that I hurt, I will gladly bow.

But I am sorry that I couldn’t prevent my heart to get hurt when fans started to leave me, started to ignore me, and started to hate me.

I am sure most of the fans didn’t know me, and maybe they never heard of me.

It is my fault, I know…

I am sorry for that.

Sorry…

 

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Just a short chappie. It's Kibum's p.o.v. It's just my personal thinking. Hope u enjoy it :)

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I stop writing because there's no incident that I can write and fit to this story from both group.. If anyone could poiting out any event, plz kindly tell me.
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SpidEMcD #1
Chapter 10: Sorry for the delay in posting, as I have not been on the website while I worked on another project. I would love to have a one-on-one discussion of things I don't think you had access to that put SM in a context from a business perspective. I think that Yunho, at least, made a wise business decision...and had personal reasons, but until he actually says anything about it, we will never know for sure. I like the members of JYJ, but I am not moved by their musical style. I prefer TVXQ's music. I totally think you're right that if there is to be a "reunion", it is JYJ that has to ask SM for that right. I am one that says there is faith that somewhere down the line, maybe 20 or 30 years from now, we may see all five of them perform as TVXQ, but for now, while Yunho and Changmin are still under contract with SM, they will NOT be reunited. By the way, I don't know if you are reading my reunion story "God of the East on the Rise", which is a "what if" they could reunite for one last tour. It isn't all sunshine and rainbows...you might like it.
FishySushi #2
Chapter 10: I support both sides.. Just hope they can be successful and luckily Cassies are still on HoMin's side although JYJ seemed to be the members with more fans.
pleaseman #3
daebak!!!
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xijunna #4
Chapter 10: Just believe what you believe but dont say it like that.It hurts you know,I know I am a fool for keeping the faith.
Syori95 #5
Chapter 9: Thank you so much @kpop4evafanatic @Hyunniee and @SpidEMcD for the comments. Hope you gonna stick to this fic and wait for the update! :) @SpidEMcD, I love Yunho too, of course :)
SpidEMcD #6
Chapter 9: New reader here. Hope you keep this up. I like that you are thinking things out thru both sides of the lawsuit. And since I'm in love with Yunho, it's always good to read about him :). Author-nim fighting!
Hyunniee #7
Chapter 9: Yah this is short! theeeeheeee keep writing. find your soul back. LOL
silversoul_snow #8
and again. i cry. pls update this fic soon! its so heart wrenching. god... i love wallowing in misery.

i really hope that super junior becomes 15 again! (henry and zhoumi counts too ok???) and dbsk becomes 5 again! SM!!! Why are you doing this to your artists???
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