Today, is one of the terrible day. When the world knows Hankyung files a lawsuit to SM Entertainment which lead people to believe he got the support from the ex three DBSK member.

Leeteuk just got back from the company and he end up goes straight to his room silently without anyone notice.

He writes down on his secret notebook something. As he can’t voice his opinion and feeling at will. He tries to calm down and not let the tears take over him. He is strong, he tries to follow that.

Donghae enters the room. Their room. He watches Leeteuk laying his face downward and writes something.

Leeteuk just doesn’t care Donghae at there. He doesn’t want to notice someone or anyone right now. His heart breaks.

“Hyung.” Donghae calls him and he walk near him. He sits at the side of the bed.

Leeteuk close the book. He doesn’t want Donghae notice what he write. He closes his eyes and covers it with his hand.

“What you write?” Donghae asks slowly. He knows Leeteuk break right now.

“Nothing.” His voice cracks.

“It’s gonna be okay.”

“Am I being a bad leader? A bad hyung? I can’t even take care of my members.” Leeteuk talk like whispering.

“That’s not your fault hyung. Hankyung hyung already decides and we can’t do anything, we don’t have the power to stop him.”

“Even it is like that, I still want us to be together again.”

“Keep believing hyung. It’s possible.”

“I don’t know, I feel like I failed.”

“You are not failing hyung, we are not. We have a long way to go.”

“Now I know what Yunho feels. Being a leader to faced problem like this.”

“We all know what the feeling is. We can’t avoid the disappointment. But we must go on. Tell them we can do it.” Donghae time to support this brother that help him a lot when he sad and fall.

“I just don’t know Donghae.”

“It’s gonna be alright.” Donghae taps him on the shoulder. He gets up from the bad and plays the piano.

It makes Leeteuk feels relax. Donghae never know how much he love and thanked him.

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Hankyung knows this thing will affect Super Junior and the fans but he think this is the only think can help him. This is the only way he can think of now and he believe this will makes him happy.

The members try to talk to him but it’s not lead to anywhere. They are tired of it anyway and just let it go. It might be a good thing to him, at least from what he thinking.

But what happened to the rest of the members, left out without being aware of it. Just leaving them to be 12? And it’s not even 12 right now. Yeah, the fans believe it will be forever 13, and what 13 are they talking about if the contract are no longer a contract and he doesn’t want to be a part of Super Junior anymore? Well, it’s not he doesn’t want to, but it’s like he need to.

Hankyung frustrated, stressed, undemonstrative and all the negative feeling. He feels like takes off his life then he realizes he needs to do this, even though it might hurt anyone else, or maybe himself. Surely it will break the member hearts but he can’t help himself to be selfish this time. To get what he wants and what he need.

It’s all about Hankyung for ELF for the whole week and maybe it will be longer than that. Many of them happy and respect for him. By the way, there’s a lot of cursing too. To whom? It’s of course to the company.

Super Junior don’t know if they should react to it and give opinion, they know they can’t. Some of them thinking is it their fault to making Hankyung likes that? ELF blame the company for the unfair treatment, but…. It’s making them looks awful for staying. What staying and keep quiet mean for ELF? Nothing? Not that SJ is wrong? That they are suffering the same too? Is it ELF want them to curse the same to the company? They are in the company, and the fans saying the company is unfair. SO what this making them that staying? That they are not supporting Hankyung?  Is it wrong for staying? Is it fans said that they are slave? They are still being paid so is it worthy to call them as slave? They ride a private plane, they afford to buy clothes, food and even a house, are they being a slave?

 But seeing the fans relate this to Jaejoong,Yoochun and Junsu lawsuit makes them more breaks. They don’t even dare to ask Hankyung whether that is true or not. But it seems that way, or maybe after Hankyung sees what they do, he has the eager to do the same.

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Now Leeteuk in his room thinking about that again and again.

“ARGGGHHHH.” He shouts like there’s no tomorrow.

He throws his books to the floor. He didn’t expect himself to do that but his nerves take him over. He cries again.

“WHAT A WEAK MAN YOU MAKE YOURSELF JUNGSU.” He shouts them in his heart.

Shindong knocks the door because he couldn’t enter the room as the door is lock.

“Hyung. Open this.” Shindong calmly said.

“Go.” Leeteuk still throws stuff. He takes back his books on the floor and throws it again and again.

“Hyung.” Leeteuk heard Donghae voice.

“I said go.”

“Open this hyung.” He heard Eunhyuk this time.

“Just leave me alone. I’m fine. Just go.” Leeteuk already stop the tears from falling again. He lies on the floor with the mess. He feels the tension release a bit, as for now.

Hankyung, why are you doing this to me?

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Updated!

It surely got many obstacle to write this when I can't really throw my words out. ><

I want to use HEECHUL CHARACTER BUT... UMM, HIs character are too strong for me to write and I didn't dare to think of any of his reaction. (Well, I don't know why I'm afraid of him><)

I Imagine Leeteuk said GO from WGM. At there he said it with happy face but not here ^^

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