June 5th 1910

Dear Diary

My mother took me with her today to learn how to weave. It wasn't as hard as I thought. I enjoyed it. My mother is the one in charge of Wooyoung's clothing, but I get to put the delicate details on it. He'll love it! 

But Hongbin has gotten angry at me. He says the prince is trying to seduce me with his riches. I told him that he was only being nice and he thought nothing of me. 

Hongbin was so angered by the prince being around me, was this jealousy? I hope Hongbin doesn't stay mad any longer, I don't think I could take it if he was. I know he is still upset about the engagement but I understand that it must be done. 

My sister needs a husband of pure heart and... Hongbin is the one. Although my heart aches for him and his for me, we can't be together, it just isn't possible now.

Cali is also upset with the announcement, she doesn't want to marry at all and believe she's become to have a liking to the prince. She always gets excited when he shows up. He doesn't notice her like she hopes. She is another person mad at me.