Everytime I try to make myself clear, the fact is I hate you. I can't even stand near you. Because of this wrath I hate to see you...

But then,.... I saw you walked along the road. We look each other. In three seconds,  my heart betrayed me. Its saying " I love you. I really love you. Why do you never accept my love?

~ HUNDREDPAINS ~

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"Omma! I'm home!" Seok jin ran to the kitchen and eat some fruit from the fridge. "Aigoo~ aigoo~. You should eat slowly, Jin ah. You might be chocked." Mrs Kim shook her head. 

Jin beamed at her. "Don't worry omma I won't die if I chocked." Then, Seokjin's grandmother came and smacked his hand. "Ouch! Halmeoni?!" She look at him. "Stop saying about death. Your father might hear that." She warned.

"Arasso. I'm sorry, hehe." He said. "Aigoo~ you are old but act like a kid." Het mother piched his cheeks. "Auch! Omma~" He rubbed his cheeks. "How is she?" Her mother asked.

"Who?" 

"The girl who visit you in the hospital. Who is she? Is she your girlfriend?" His mother sat beside him and look at her so  dearly. Seokjin shut his mouth, don't know how to say.

"She is Jungkook's wife mom. Don't ever think she is special to me." He said. " uhm.. too bad. I wanted a daughter in law now tho. When will you open your heart Jin ah?" Jin smiled.

He look at his mother. Just staring at her he told everything without saying anything. "If you love her say it to her. You will never know if she also have feelings for you." His gradma interupted.

But is not easy to say that. He walk away from the kitchen silently. His father patted his shoulder. He didn't realize his father heard their conversation. 

He wanted to confess his love to her but not to Soo young. Of course, he had feel the bond between them but is not the same like the bond that he shared with her. 

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"Do you want to go somewhere today? I'm bored." I poked Jungkook's cheeks while he was doing his work in his desk. "I'm busy. Can you just go to your garden and do something that could give us benefit?" He turned his head to me.

I pouted. " Since I married, I couldn't go wherever I want. you always busy, busy and busy. You should go to the outside and take some fresh ait. I bet your body tired now." He look at me and then look at his documents.

"Can we just go and have some fun?" His eye brow rised. "Do you want a date with me?" He asked. " Yes! Ah.. no! I mean you should.. you know." I rubbed my head.

Why do I tell him that? This is your faulth mouth!! I'm gonna slap you 10 times if you say that again. You got it, mouth?! 

" Are you done?" I blinked. "Uh... What?" My mind went blur and speechless. "You seems busy talking to yourself. Are you ready to go?" I look at him as he hold my hand.  "Ah.. yes." I nodded. 

"Where are we going?" I asked, he just sat on the car. With emotionless face he nodded his head. "Yah!.. do you hear me?" He look at me, the worsy thing is he smiled softly at me. Argh!! Don't fall from his beauty smile.

Soo young! You have to stop falling from his sweet smile. Aishh!! Why on earth my heart fluttering? I slapped my cheeks. You need to stay cool. Take a deep breath.. and let it