"Jungkook.. please open the door. You need to eat now." Softly Soo young knocking the door. It's been two days after the funeral Jungkook lock himself in his study room.

"..."

When she heard nothing response from her husband she knocked the door again. Hoping that he will open it. "Don't punish yourself. This is not your fault." She began sobbed.

"Jungkook ah.." Suddenly, the door open. He stood infront of her. He look paled and sick. "Younggie ah.. help me. I think I can't handle this pain anymore." He cried.

"Look at me, huh? I will always here for you. I won't leave you even you want me to. This is life, Jungkook. You have to let them go so you could move on." She held his pale face.

He embraced her body. "You are the only reason for me to stay strong. Even my parents leave me before I could say goodbye. You were there witnessing my parents death." He thought.

Then, without wasting any time. Soo young brought him to their room. To make sure Jungkook get some foods to eat and medicine. Patiently, she change his cloths and wear new ones.

Yes, she admit that this is her first time doing this but she is his wife. There is no way she have to let Mr Lee do that. She bring the wet towel and place it on his forehead. It could cool down his fever.

"Omma.. mianhae.. mianhae. Omma!" He sobbed in his sleep. I held his hand and whispered. My tears fell from my eyes. This is hard for him. I know this feeling. When you found that there is a big empty place in your heart.

An empty place where it belongs to the one who you love the most. 

"Kwenchana. Omma.. forgive you, Jungkook. I love you." I kissed his head.

He smiled and held my hand tightly. "Omma.. don't leave me." He muttered again. But, this time I could not answer because if I say "I will stay." It might be hard for him to move on.

"Omma.." With that he fell asleep. I caressing his head and wipe his sweats. It take six hours for him to cool down his fever. Finally, his temterature getting better than before.

I lied my body right beside him and hugged him. I could see his lips showing its color. I let out a sign of relief. "Please.. don't do this anymore, Jungkook." 

"I... I love you. I don't know why or when. I just love you. And I sacrificed my freedom just to be with you. So, promise me to stay healthy because if you leave me I don't know how to live in this world. I know that you can not hear me but at least I tell you in your sleep." I kissed his cheeks and close my eyes.

Ringg!!! Ringg!! Ring!!!

My alarm