Where I stand and say

I was so stupid back then. I already knew that I loved him more than Kyuhyun, he was obviously my perfect match. But still, I chose to follow my mind because I thought that if I chose Kyu oppa, I could help him to become the person he once was again.

But it didn’t do me any good.

It turns out, Kyuhyun was already beyond repair.

It first showed when he saw me sleeping on the couch with Yonghwa. We just had Friday horror movie night and because of so much fear, I asked Yong oppa to stay for a while. We soon fell asleep and the next thing I knew, I was roughly pulled by Kyuhyun and Yong was already on the ground, still fast asleep. I laughed silently but then Kyu oppa suddenly slapped me. We got into a huge fight after that because he had never done that before and Yong oppa was there to comfort me and even took the time to knock some sense into my boyfriend’s head again.

But that didn’t stop there.

After that incident, Kyu worsened. He didn’t want me to be with any guys except my dad and my brother. He didn’t even trust me to be near his best friend anymore. And so we would fight very often and Yonghwa would be there to comfort me. There were even times when he would patiently wait on the tree branch outside my window and knock on my window just to check up on me.

Don’t say yes, runaway now

I felt hot tears springing and falling from my eyes as I reminisce