I am not the kind of girl who should be rudely bargin’ in on a white veil occasion

I honestly never thought that a day like this would actually come into my life.

No, not at all.

Because here I was, walking along the courtyard of the breathtaking Myeong-dong Cathedral, taking deep breaths as I read through the plan I wrote on an old piece of paper for the nth time today. I clenched it in my fist as I drew it near where my heart was. I swear I can almost hear it beating loudly as it crashed hard against my chest. But for some reason, I found the uneasiness quite comforting. After all, it is the result of deciding to do something I should’ve done long ago, something only a few souls could ever be brave enough to do.

I decided to fight for what made me happy.

For who makes happy.

The sound of bells ringing suddenly snapped me out of my reverie as I took another step towards the Cathedral’s main door. I quietly walked in and stood at the farthest corner at the back of hall and watched as people wearing beautiful white ensembles came and anticipated for what seemed to be a big occasion—a wedding.

My Yonghwa’s wedding.

I took a glance at the hand which supposedly held onto the paper I brought and to my astonishment, I realized that it wasn’t even there anymore. I felt a little feeling of fear surface in me as I immediately shuffled through the contents of my small purse but it was to no av