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Fade out (late update)

A/N:Namjoo and Taehyung scene,,yasss finally! (I've made this poster special for VJoo)

Really really love them! <3

This chap really pissed me off! Did you ever felt when you already done the whole chap and all of sudden they were deleted.Hate those thing happened to me.I need to rewrite and rethink this chap.It ruins the original one.They're not the same.T_T.for typos and grammar sorry for that.

This chap is not a long chap,but i think this is enough to fulfil your satisfaction,,i hope so,,VJoo shippers i know you guys are exist out there,I'm watching you hehe.

ENJOY! ^^ <3


 

As I felt sun rays were flashing straight trough the glass windows,I blocked the sun rays to come straight into my eyes by using my bare hands.I tried to open my eyes,struggled by doing that cause my eyes still feeling unwanted,seems like my eyes were smeared by glues.They didn't want to open.I tried once again till the eyes opened up widely.My head still spinning from the liquor I had last night.I tried to balance it.The first thing that I wanted to know is what time is now?,it's a very first thing that I'll find out whenever I woke up from bed.I tilted my head to take a look at my little cutie alarm clock that standing on the drawer at my right side.I took the clock,rubbing my eyes off to see it more clearer.It was 9.45 A.M.Still have 15 minutes more to clock reach 10.I groaned and stretched my muscles to gain my consciousness back.

I couldn't remember last night,I just knew that I went to dinner,having a chit-chat with hyerim,she picked up her phone,left me alone...and...that's it.Ah!,one more thing the staffs kept talking about me and..Ji hoon.I tried to replay the scene where we came inside the event together with our arms crossed to each other.Yeah...that quite embarassing tho.Why! Why!.I could felt myself was on fire,I think.Cause I'm very hot right now,my cheeks..they felt very warmed.I squealed and facepalm as I slammed my face in bed.This is very embarassing thing!!.I'm still burning.All of sudden,I stopped doing my thing when I could hear snoring sound right beside me.

'Okay this is weird.'

I knew this snore,I'm sure enough to know who's the owner of this sound.I turned my head to my left side,and it revealed a body that still having a dream.His head and arms was on my bed while his body was on the floor.He makes his hands as a supporter for his head.I took a look at his face,and bursted out a small giggles.Indeed,he having a deep sleep right now,he had make a beautiful art in the end of his lips,it was all white and crusty.HaHa...

I took momentarily before I wake him up.I shook his body lightly to make sure he will not wake up in surprise.

"Tae.." I called his name as I shook his body.He's not responded.

"Taehyung-ahh..." I tried once again,hopefully he could hear me.Still not responding.I'm getting tense up.

"YAH!!" I shouted at his left ear.

He quickly get up from his sleep,wiping his beautiful art carelessly."What? What? What happen?." He questioning me.He stills digesting what is happening now.

"Yah.Tae..get up now." I said to him.

"What time is now?" He asked me while rubbing his eyes.

"Almost 10.You should get up now." I nagging at him.

He groaned as he got up."It's still early,let me have it a little bit.." He slammed his body on my bed and grabbed one pillow to hug it,and now he'll continue his sleep.My body bounce slightly as the pressure of Taehyung's body hit the bed.

My eyes widen,I thought he will go straight to the bathroom,but he chose to continue his sleep instead of wash his face.

"Yah! Kim Taehyung!" I yelled at him as I pushed his body over to wake him up."Get up.Now!."

"5 minutes.." He told me with his morning husky voice as he took out his right hand,gesturing it as five.

"No..No way..get up now." I tried to pull the pillow from his gripped,but it doesn't move a bit.

"4 minutes..4 minutes" Again he tries to bargain with me.

"You really pissed me off,Tae." I stopped pull the pillow cause I know I'll get nothing from it.

"3 minutes.." Again and again.

I rolled my eyes."Whatever Tae..I'm going first."I crossed over his body to rush to the bathroom.

 I stopped at the middle of my way when I felt something in my throat,wanted to throw up.They kept pushing me to throw everything inside my stomach,my cheeks look like they will burst out anytime.I ran straight into the bathroom and I forgot to close the door.

I opened up the tap water and I throw up all of them.Of course I making some noise when I throw up,I could hear Taehyung's steps from here.With the door opened up so widely,I bet he already heard me.

"Joo-ahh! Are you okay?!." He stood still in front of the door,seemed like he worried about me.

I gave him side-ways glanced."Only now you care about me?" I smirked,while wiping the leftover at corner of my lips.

He rolled his eyes."Okay,I'm sorry about that."

"That's what you get when you drinking too much.Know your own limit dude."He mocking me.I ignored him.

"Wait here,I'll go find water for you."With that he rushed out from the room,went straight to the kitchen,probably.

I shook my head left and right.This could be a right way to wake him up.I let out a giggle,it's funny to see him get worried about me.He is the best out of the bestfriend for me.He'll be my bestfriend forever.No one can replace him.

I went out from the bathroom,rested my on the corner of the bed.Taehyung getting closer to me,he has a mineral water at his right hand.I could heard his panting.

I raised my left brow."Did you ran when you tried to get this?" I asked him,while swallowing down the water.

"OF COURSE! I damn worried about you okay! Plus you looked half dying,that's why I'm in rushed.I don't want you to die in such a pathetic way."

"Half dying? Pathetic way?!,,You're so meann..I just threw up,how can I looked like half dying to you?."I rolled my eyes.

"Just shut your mouth.Stop nagging and talking.Finish the whole bottle,it will help you reduce the sickness."He said as he sat beside me.My body bounce slightly.

"I know that,no need to explain again.I almost done.."I raised the bottle in front of him.

"Want some?" I asked him.

He shook his head,refused my offer.

The room been silent momentarily.But Taehyung broke the ice.

"Namjoo-ahh.."

I turned my head."Whut?..Whut now?.."

"I want you to promise me first."

"Promise? Why? You being so serious all of sudden.What's gotten into you?." Our eyes glared into each other.He was deadly serious.

"Just,promise me to be honest in each questions I'll ask you later."

"Okayy....this is weird.." I started to be suspicious.

"Promise me." He glared.

I groaned."Fine!.Promise! Eventhough I'm not knowing what kind of questions you'll ask me."

"First of all.." He inhaled first before continue his question."...who's Ji hoon?"

I gasped by his question.Why he asking me that question? Out of many questions,why he chose that question?.

"Why do you want to know about him? He's nothing to you.

"Yeahh,,I'm just curious." He shrugs his shoulders.I raised my brows."Just answer my question already!!."

I let out a sighed."He's my boss.."

"Are you sure he's only your boss?." He questioning me.

My brows furrowed."What's wrong with you?!! Of course he's my boss,not more than that."

"I don't think so." He glared me.Not believe in me.

"Okay! You're getting more weird right now! What are you trying to say actually? Stop quizzing me.You make me puzzle."

He stood up from his place,my eyes followed his action.He back facing me right now.

"The fact that you're hiding something from me,and you expecting me to stop quizzing you."He smirked."..sorry,I'll not stop."

"Look,Tae.I really blank right now.What's your point actually.Hiding?.Hiding what?."

I could feel this will be started for our fight later.I could feel something bigger will come out later.

"C'mon Joo! Stop pretending!.Don't you tired keeping that burden alone?." He ran his hand on his hairs frustratedly.

"What are you talking about?!!" I already stood up from the bed.

"The fact Ji hoon has a same face with Jimin..."

I gasped for a second time.I fell down on bed.

The room been mute.

Silent.

Silent.

Silent.

I took a breath first before I start to talk."So...you already found it." I asked him nervously.

"Yeah,,...already."

"When?"

"Last night.I went to pick you up,he's the one who's lifted you out from the event."

I sighed.I thought I could hide this thing from him like forever.I never thought he will know about this too soon.Yeah,we should not hiding something from our bestfriend right,they will know it anyway.

I have nothing to say,I'm speechless.My breath not even synced.

"Like seriously,Kim Namjoo.Why did you not tell me this earlier?" He ran his fingers on his hairs in frustrated.

I'm became mute,I don't have any guts to stop him.

He sat beside me,my body bounce slightly.

"Look.."He lifted my chin to make me see his face,my eyes get teary a little bit."..I didn't mean to let out my angry to you,but this.."He sighed."..this is too much.You shouldn't keep all of this by yourself,you need someone to talk to.I know how it feels like when you working with someone who has a exactly face like Jimin.It must be hurt a lot.You let yourself being torture by that."

He tucked my hairs behind the ear."Why not you share it to me when you have me around you.I'm willing to hear you."

I lifted my face.Our eyes met."How can I tell you about this,when I know you'll assume me as a crazy woman.A woman who's still hoping for her boyfriend who are not longer here.A woman who's live in delusional everyday." My voice unstable,I tried my best to hold back my tears.

Taehyung let out a big sighed.I could see his felt sorry to me.He no needs to say sorry,his face shows it to me."I'm so sorry Joo.."He bear hugs me."..I'm very sorry,I didn't mean to hurt you,I thought you're still not giving up from Jimin.I should listen to you first.I failed being a bestfriend to you.I'm not treating you well like I'm suppose to do as your bestfriend.I'm useless.."

I was hugging him back."No.Don't say that.You're not useless.Yeah..maybe sometimes."We giggled."..but you're the important person to me.I'll not let you go eventhough you not treating me well.How bad are you,I'll not leaving you no matter what.Unless you're the one that ask me to step a side from your life.I'm willing to do that as long it will bring happiness to you." I tighten the hug.

We stayed in this position for a while.Cherish this moment.We tighten the hug.

After a moments,we loose each other.I found it funny cause we used to fight each other,we rarely have this scene entire of our relationship.

We stood still.Full of awkwardness.

"We became emotional,right."Taehyung said as he wiped off something from his eyes.

"Yeah,,sort of.." I looked at his face.My brows furrowed.I tried to catch his hands.

"Are you crying Tae?. WOAHHHH...." I'm amazed.

"What are you talking about?..Of course I'm not." He tried to hide his face from me.

"Ayyeee....don't be shy..I should take a picture of you.." I grabbed my phone get ready to take a picture.

"What even!! No!." He wiped off his tears quickly."I'm not crying,stop doing that."

We fought each other.He trying to snatch the phone from me,I tried my best to keep away the phone from him.I'll not give this to him.

"Yeyy,,gotcha! Loser!.." He celebrates his victory.

I groaned."Fine,take them!"

"You're still owe me."He raised he brows.

"Whut now? You already got the phone."I crossed my arms.

"Tell me all about him."

"Him? Who? Ji hoon?" I raised my left brow.

"Yup!" He emphasized the 'p' word."..who else if not him."

"Hurmm.." I'm thinking for awhile."I'm not knowing too much about him actually,nothing I can tell you." I shrugged my shoulders."I don't have any story about him.

"Just tell me everything that you know.EVERYTHING." He wiggled his brows.

"That I know??." I tapped my chin."Okay..let's start it."

I began to tell him about Ji hoon,eventhough I didn't know too much about him,it stills help me to reduce my burdens.Finally I have someone to talk to.I don't need to carry this burden alone anymore,I have Taehyung by my side.


"Do you feel anything?" I asked him.

"Yeah,kinda.." At the same time his stomach was growled,he pressed his tummy and he got a stank look on his face.

"That's clear everything now." I gestured to his stomach.

We started to feel hungry,as time goes by we didn't realise that we having a conversations over a same topic.We took almost 2 hours just laying around in my room and wasting our times talked to each other.

"I'm going to take a shower now" I get up and grab the towel."..and I'll cook something for you,or should we call for pizza?" I stopped momentarily.

"Hurmm.." Taehyung thinking for a while."..I know how great is your cook,but for now I'm craving for pizza.We should call them." He took his phone out to give a call.

"I'll call them." He said,as I continue my pace to the bathroom.

I entered the bathroom,hanging the towel on hook.I started to strip my clothes.I could feel something strange about my clothes.The material was totally different from the dress I had yesterday.Did Taehyung....

My eyes widen."TAEHYUNG-AHHHH!" I screamed.

I opened up the door.My eyes trying to search him.I caught him!.He just entered my room with his phone in his right hand.I bet he's already done with the pizza thing.

"KIM TAEHYUNG!." I attacked him.He startled by my voice.His eyes widen.

"What?! What?!." He questioning me.He looks puzzle by my actions.

"Did you.."I pointed to my clothes that still on my body.

"Did what?" He seems doesn't get my point.

I glared at him and wiggled my clothes.

"Ahh..that..yeah,what's wrong?" He turned his head from me and playing with his phone.

"What's wrong? You changed my clothes right."

"Yeah,I did.Then why?.I see no probs." He shrugged his shoulders.

My face turned red.Feel ashamed.This is not funny at all.

"Did you close your eyes when you changed me?" I asked him in curiousity.

"Dude,,how can I changed you when my eyes were closed.I might touch somewhere else,if I close my eyes." He explained.

"Are you kidding me! So..that's mean.." My eyes widen,my turned red even more.

"Aww,,C'mon Namjoo,you smell horrible last night,I can't help it.You still have your singlet and underwear tho.You're not fully ."This seems not something bigger to him.

"But,,still...." I can't continue my words.

Taehyung smirked."C'mon Namjoo,I already saw more than that." With that he walked out from my room.

I gasped.He's not supposed to say that."YAH!!"


 

The bold one is for a mind thinking.I will bold every mind thinking.Is that true? Mind thinking? I don't know the actual word,sorry.

 

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blue54 #1
Chapter 21: When will you update this story..? T.T
mariabou #2
Chapter 21: your fanfic is so good, are you going to update more ? i hope you will update more , please :-)
astricia #3
Chapter 21: i love your story very much! update please T_T it's hard to find a jimjoo fanfic
soohanfeels
#4
Chapter 21: yay u update ! :D ahh I hope Taehyung can handle Hayoung well since they might be in loveeeeeeeeee :) poor Namjoo tho, lets appreciate Namjoo if she manage to kick Jihoon on any part of his body that would be satisfied for Namjoo a half >:D
soohanfeels
#5
Chapter 20: aish Hayoung *sigh* wrong timing :'( that JimJoo moments tho~
soohanfeels
#6
Chapter 19: I'm sorry for whut happen for your original chapter :( but this is JEONGMAL DAEBAK AND AMONG ALL OF THE CHAPTERs /yet/ THIS MY FAVORITE SO FAR LIKE OMAIGAD I CAN'T STOP SMILING WHILE READ THIS PART T.T thank you for this chap :') my feels T^T
c130418
#7
OMG I LIKE THIS!
soohanfeels
#8
Chapter 18: Maigad Namjoo T.T btw thats a long chapter xD I think there's no typo so dont worry huhu :D
soohanfeels
#9
Chapter 17: idk why I feel emotional read the part that JimJoo celebrate their 1st anniv, bcoz I was listening to Apink's The Wave the part that Eunji and Namjoo sing together lol btw I still not listened yet BTS new album waaaa so sad that I don't have internet lololol T.T *cries hard*
soohanfeels
#10
Chapter 16: LOL Taehyung-ah wae just randomly picked a too revealing dress for her huh you want to die ?? xD and pity him ~ heaaaaartbrooookeeen x'D